I turn the lights on in the middle of the night just to check you’re still breathing 💔
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💕 I want this 💕
I love her because of her quirks, not in spite of them.
Matthew Fisher on Tamed by Emma Chase (via suspend)
I thought this said squirts..dirty minded 😏..
I got my heartbroken by someone I never even got to call mine. I felt like a idiot for months. Humiliated. Ashamed. Until one day my therapist told me: “He gave you permission to love him.” And he did. And no matter how many times I try to share myself into believing it was never love…it always comes back. I did love him. I still do. It’s not pathetic that I allowed myself to fall for someone who made me feel safe. It was beautiful, and one day it will be beautiful again.
You didn’t prioritise my happiness when all I wanted was yours
No one realises this in my family
If I want to dress more masculine one day, with a flannel and a snap back, I should be able to without being told I’m “trying too hard”, whatever the hell that means.
If I want to dress more feminine one day, with a pretty dress and my hair and makeup done, I should be able too without being told I “don’t look gay” or “you can’t be a lesbian, you dress like a girl”.
If I want to dress somewhere in the middle one day, with a marvel tee and purple lipstick, I should be able to without anyone telling me I have to be one way or another, and sticking their nose in something that isn’t their own damn business.
I am a lesbian. And I will not stick to your stereotypes.
Ever think this??
Future wife:
Please. Don’t let me hide you. Let me show you off. Let me kiss you in front of our family and friends as I stumble on the words with mascara running down my face as I’m trying to explain to the people that mean the most to us how much I promise to love you for eternity. Please. When I show up at your work, you run to me and hug me. That I don’t even have to wonder if you are excited to see me. Never hide that. Because those moments. Those are the moments I crave. Please. When I leave your side to visit family because you can’t join me. Still be there every second. Text me like we are just meeting again. Like in high school when you would stay up with you’re crush till 2 am just talking nonsense. Do that. Don’t tell me to focus on my family. Because you’re my family, so I am allowed to focus on you as well. Please. When we go on a date. Be excited. Like its our first time. Let me secretly pull my hand in yours. Let me turn my head and watch you as i see that beautiful smile on your face. And if we meet each others eyes, don’t turn away. Stare into mine. So I can let you see through my eyes I’m secretly kissing every inch of your beautiful face. Please.Don’t pretend your okay. Tell me. No matter where we are. A date, a friends or anything we can leave the place put our pjs on and you can just fall asleep in my arms. Because you in my arms beats being anywhere. Please. Don’t give up. Even when we fight and yell still don’t give up. Because our love can conquer all, but you have to want it to. We both do. It’s never rainbows and butterflies. There’s always going to be situations that we will butt heads. But we can fix it. We can fix anything. But please, if it all fails. If we can’t work it out. Say it to my face. Don’t blind side me when I think everything’s okay. Tell me. To my face. Because I deserve that much. I deserve to know when you feel like your about to walk away. I deserve it in person. So I know it’s real.