Not sure what I'm actually doing here… Queer as hell & Probably ranting about philosophers (please talk to me about Walter Benjamin)

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1 year ago

Question for everyone who has hyperfixations:

You ever had something like a crush on someone and they talked about something they liked so you developed some kind of obsession with it?


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1 year ago

The Eiffel tower is going to be deconstructed.

1 year ago

The Doctors pronouns are officially "The Doctor"

1 year ago

sorry for the doctor who spam. i will do it again.

Have you considered watching Doctor Who?

1 year ago

that new intro has given me life.

1 year ago

Kant talks a lot about common sense for a person that has none at all

1 year ago

Okay, here's my idea:

The British should put a time limit on the Monarchy.

Not like declaring a republic tomorrow, but deciding on a date in the future that ends the British Monarchy.

And there's a perfect date for it coming up!

October 14th, 2066.

A thousand years since the Battle of Hastings. A thousand years of this one specific bloodline ruling England.

Call time on the Monarchy after exactly one thousand years. Nice, and neat.

Even better: Charles isn't living 44 years. He'll be gone in about twenty. Now William? He's what, 40? Yeah, he can live another 44 years. His great grandmother was over a hundred, his granny was 96, William can make it to 84 barring accident or assassination.

So on October 14th 2066, William the Last steps down a thousand years after William the First won the crown.

Nice, neat, and fair. William gets the crown he's been waiting forty years for already, but ten-year-old George grows up without expectation of it.

Have a nice big abdication ceremony, even.

1 year ago

So I'm on a train rn and I'm really close to crying.

I've started having suicidal thoughts almost ten years ago. Even though I'm doing way better now, sometimes they're still there. One a few years ago I started thinking about the future. But never further than a couple of years?

The past few weeks I've been struggling again and maybe that's the reason why I'm so overwhelmed. I don't know where that thought came from but some part of me decided that I want to go on a end of September trip, in 2040.


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1 year ago
Accurate…

Accurate…

r/autismmemes

1 year ago

Look, there are some people you’re just always going to be a little bit in love with. Your high school sweet heart, your college sweet heart, albert camus, the first significant other you live with. Just accept that it’s normal and move on.

1 year ago

The problem with being ADHD and having trouble reading long, rambling sentences and paragraphs that go on and on is that having ADHD makes you more likely to write in long, rambling sentences and paragraphs that go on and on do you see the problem I am encountering

1 year ago

In this world there are so many stories untold.

So many word combination untouched.

But every time I close my eyes, all I can think of is you.


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1 year ago

i have a reading list longer than my life expectancy

1 year ago

Reblog if you think it’s okay to platonically say “I Love You” to your friends

1 year ago

One thing I noticed:

Simon from love, Simon doesn't have his older sister in the movie.

Charlie from heartstopper doesn't have his little brother in the series.

Alex from Red, White & Royal Blue doesn't have a sister in the movie.

So basically queer charactere have to loose a sibling when becoming TV characters? Is this how it works?


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1 year ago

petition to make "nietzsche" a standard keysmash

1 year ago

I was being cancelled because apparently it was classist to put feathers on dinosaurs.

Both dream me and irl me were very confused.

1 year ago

"Are you ok?"

No

This entire fucking planet is run by

Genocidal Scam Artists in Overpriced Suits

1 year ago

Just watched good omens season 2, Neil Gaiman ripped my damn heart out…


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1 year ago

I can't stand being alone but I'm afraid of being too much. How do I communicate aaaa

1 year ago

Feelings are so confusing, I didn't sing up for this


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2 years ago

Some of my best friends are musicians and everytime they release something new I can't go to sleep until I've listened to it. I think that's love


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2 years ago

A spaceship landed in the park. Two aliens - one twice the size of the other - emerged. They walked up to a jogger, and the larger alien pushed the smaller forward. "Go on. Ask." The small alien bowed to the jogger. "Are- are we there yet?" "Er… No?" "See?" said the large one.

2 years ago

Every time a historical figure is pissig me off I'm calling them by their first name.

I really hate Thomas and Immanuel is giving me a headache.


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2 years ago
lost-coffedemon - Lost
2 years ago

Being alive is weird.

I'm studying Philosophy and History? How did I manage to get here? I'm turning 21 on Tuesday? I never even thought I'd make it past 15?


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3 years ago

I wish I could ask you to come over right now.

Wish I could but I don't know how…

I wish I could tell you about

Everytime my head gets too loud.

How you manage to shut up my mind.

How you help me to find

A way to escape those thoughts in my head.

The ones that leave me wanting to be dead.

Without you I can't find the way.

That's why I wish I could ask you to stay.

Wish I could ask you to stay with me tonight

And help me kill the pain I feel inside.

But telling you about it all

Would mean letting down my wall.

Would allow you to see

Even the hidden parts of me.

And honestly, I probably would

If I only knew how I could…

Cause losing loved ones is what I fear most

But I still let you come so close.

And even despite of my fear

You're part of the reason I'm still here…

3 years ago

I really hate being alone because sometimes I get stuck in my head. I get lost in my mind. 'cause up there it's like a wicked maze with moving walls built out of my screaming and racing thoughts.

And I don't know if it's too quiet or too loud, if I feel a lot of emotions or nothing at all. Am I in pain or is everything just numb?

So I'm just falling down this downward spiral. And I want to scream. Want to ask for help. But every time I try and open my mouth no sound comes out. All I can do is reach out my hand, hoping you see it and catch me before I arrive at the end.

Down at the bottom, broken, shattered in pieces, dying inside. 'cause honestly I don't know if I can build myself all up again.


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