I Was Thinking About How ‘Grinch’ And ‘Scrooge’ Are Words For People Who Hate Christmas But

Where I want to be:

-at home

-with you

-home

-in your arms

-at home

-you

-you're home

Sometimes I just wanna run away

Sometimes

Sometimes I have the feeling that no one could ever understand me. I don't even understand myself sometimes.

My head is filled with stuff but at the same time it's empty. I can't focus. Every time I try to write it down I get lost inside my mind. It's like a jungle. I can't really talk about my thoughts, my worries. Sometimes I don't feel like I could truly trust anyone.

As soon as I'm alone it feels like the darkness is eating me. I feel so lost. Sometimes I wish I could stop thinking, just for once

i really felt it when Oli said “why am i this way, stupid medicine not doing anything”

I was being cancelled because apparently it was classist to put feathers on dinosaurs.

Both dream me and irl me were very confused.

The problem with being ADHD and having trouble reading long, rambling sentences and paragraphs that go on and on is that having ADHD makes you more likely to write in long, rambling sentences and paragraphs that go on and on do you see the problem I am encountering

I wish I could ask you to come over right now.

Wish I could but I don't know how…

I wish I could tell you about

Everytime my head gets too loud.

How you manage to shut up my mind.

How you help me to find

A way to escape those thoughts in my head.

The ones that leave me wanting to be dead.

Without you I can't find the way.

That's why I wish I could ask you to stay.

Wish I could ask you to stay with me tonight

And help me kill the pain I feel inside.

But telling you about it all

Would mean letting down my wall.

Would allow you to see

Even the hidden parts of me.

And honestly, I probably would

If I only knew how I could…

Cause losing loved ones is what I fear most

But I still let you come so close.

And even despite of my fear

You're part of the reason I'm still here…

Just watched good omens season 2, Neil Gaiman ripped my damn heart out…