Littleferaltransman - Silly !

Messaging people for the first time is so hard. What am I supposed to say? Like, "You seem really odd and your blog intrigues me. Do you want to have philosophical conversations or perhaps talk about fictional characters?" What! Whatever. I will just follow you back and stare at your blog with my big beautiful brown eyes.

boom yippee if this gets x amt of notes post fun lovely rejoice

10 notes -> i’ll clean my room more routinely

50 notes -> i’ll try to read more

100 notes -> i’ll go outside more

200 notes -> i’ll try to see my friends in person more often

400 notes -> i’ll put my vent blog in my pinned post

600 notes -> i’ll try to be more accepting of being seen as vulnerable or weak idk

800 notes -> i’ll try to eat more consistently

900 notes -> i’ll try to stop worrying about being constantly skinny

1000 notes -> i’ll try to stop feeling guilty about eating

2000 notes -> i’ll start opening up to close friends about stuff ig

3000 notes -> i’ll try the butterfly project

5000 notes -> i’ll talk to my guidance counselor about having unhealthy coping mechanisms

7000 notes -> i’ll stop keeping sharp things in my room at night

8000 notes -> i’ll talk to my parents about possible in person therapy

9000 notes -> i’ll get rid of the razorblade in my room for good its not really a razorblade but wtv

10000 notes -> i’ll tell my parents about relapsing

um no deadline idk 💗u can spam @ idont really care what u do ily losers

Fuck it

Notes game

Limit 3 notes per person

I’ll try my best to follow up on this with results but I may forget

10 notes: touch grass DONE

30 notes: try and care abt my schoolwork IN PROGRESS

50 notes: get more sleep IN PROGRESS

100 notes: come out to my extended family IN PROGRESS

120 notes: find another reason to live (I have 2 rn and desperately need more) DONE

150 notes: engage more with my irl friends DONE

200 notes: get over my fear of clickers (long story) IN PROGRESS

300 notes: stop hating myself IN PROGRESS

SECRET GOAL UNLOCKED!!! 420 NOTES: I’ll eat a weed or whatever ppl do idk I don’t get high (this is a joke for the record) DONE

500 notes: ascend to the heavens and rain hellfire upon my enemies (this is a joke I don’t think we make it this far) DONE

690 notes: Nice DONE

1000 notes: become god

nest???

does anyone know how to make a nest bed??? i want to sleep in like a pile of pillows, blankets, and plushies !!!! please omg

@lucs-madness this feels like something you would know

wadr

look i know how horrible today is with everything for us citizens, But you are going to drink water and eat something literally a granola bar, or yogurt, or a cookie even because food is important because you can worry about this for the next four years so might as well focus on staying alive before you try and start the next revolution ❤️❤️

After seeing the dad how do I channel, I really wanted this one. I searched for it and, tada! Mom how do I? Seems rather new, but I love it anyway.

but i am not returning to the store because i am anxious now

I FOUND A GOTH AND I THINK THEY WOULD HAVE TUMBLR AND I WANT TO FIND THEM BUT IDK HOW

ask them my man

intro

haiii my sharks

i’m finch or i want to try going by Perce or Percival???

yeah anyways i use he/it/xe/ey/fae

i am mentally ill (severely) with depression, anxiety, audhd, and possible bipolar or psychosis (getting that checked out soon) also entirely unmedicated due to parents

oh and i also have really bad hip and knee and joint issues so i can’t walk well without a brace

and i get sick all of the time due to a weakened immune system

enough about my issues tho i do speech and debate, theatre (i am currently in mary poppins) and i love to sing

i’m a minor, transmasc and gay and yeah

(through gritted teeth) sometimes what's good for your mental health isn't another do nothing day or a little treat sometimes what's good for you is putting in some of the work. Not all of it at once but sometimes you have to finish that essay or at least take the next step or you have to clean your room or at least dust the shelves or you gotta do the laundry or at least put it all in the hamper and it's not fun and it sucks and it sucks and it sucks and it sucks and it sucks and it sucks and it sucks and it sucks and it sucks and it sucks and it sucks and it sucks and it sucks and it sucks and it sucks and it sucks and it sucks and it sucks and it sucks and it sucks and it sucks and it sucks and it sucks and it sucks but you have to because i read a post on the internet that told me that's what being nice to yourself is sometimes

WAIT I WANT THAT

on the verge of tears rn and idk why