Fr wondering if i’m lesbian with comphet or a bisexual.
life is so good right now
been dying to know the sides of my moms family but I know too much of my moms side and still want to know more, so we agreed to the 23andme kit and now we r waiting for the results which takes 5-6 weeks
but once of my uncles, are updating us about digging our family tree and right now, he is saying there is too many mixes in my dads family
bro said that. MY DADS side. has senegalese. swiss. italian. spanish. sweden.
thats the most recent we found and my dad sadly died so I couldnt get to ask him anything.
but being italian and spanish is shocking because he did make me visit his spanish side. my mom said EVERY time she is in that mfing house she IS ALWAYS seeing a flag that has red white and green. she didnt know what that was. but like. ITS THE WAY I WAS THINKING ABOUT VISITING SWITZERLAND AND WANTED TO LIVE THERE in the FUTURE and then boom, a gene has been found.
i love being mixed
will be rooting for my kpop idol this season. I LOVE HIM SOOOOO MUCH CANT WAIT TO SEE HIM <3
Listen he did nothing wrong all I saw was those two guys losing their balance and he was just trying to help them it's not his fault their clumsy
Today’s the best day like the best !!
i met the girl i had a little crush on, i was walking and i saw her in the place for food while walking by but my mind went, “stop! that’s your crush. go say hi and don’t be scared” so i thought, “hmmm I’m gonna go say hi to her”, i sat down and went, “hi!” and she went “hi !! ” while waving at me and i went, “how are you” and she said she felt nice and asked me the same and i said, while brushing things off (i think she noticed i was frightened to say hi), “I’m good, i was just scared of saying hi.. haha” and she went, “hmm????” with this suprised face and i repeated and BRO LET ME TELL YOU
I panicked when she leaned across the table to say “hey,” WHILE TOUCHING MY HANDS WHILE SMILING and went, “you shouldn't be scared okay baby? Im going to be here for you so dont be frightened” AND SMILED AGAIN AND BRO MY HEART SANK SO HARD
So I went, "I tried to say hi but you walked off but I don't think you noticed cause you were probably going somewhere" and my heart went "💖" so quick.
So I said, "I was new so I didn't understand much but I really wanna be friends" and she's like "okay then sweetheart, my name is [name] and you?" And she's like "mmhh neat" when I answered
NO CAUSE SHE LITERALLY HUGGED ME AND DRAGGED MY HAND ALONG WITH HERS
the panick in my mind and face was so visible, it wasn't a joke
I was so nervous like I was panicking, my eyes widened so hard
so she's like, "mmhm so where you wanna go?" while asking me she touched me,
my fucking heart jumped out of my chest like I was so weak for this girl
SHES SO FUCKING CUTE I CANT ANYMORE
GOODNESS i JUST WANNA AAAAHHHH
No cause I almost kissed her because we got close but she scramed away
I am telling you
If I never got away or she didn't, I would've kissed her.
THERE AND THEN.
omfg SHES SO CUTE ????
Can't remember since it happened hours ago but I finally GOT TO MEET HER
we're friends.
I could not take her to the bathroom because it was raining and I had places to go and I was rushed so I had to leave her behind
I feel bad :((
i feel overwhelmed. tell me if i should do this.
i’ve thought alot about masking my neurodivergency. i’m often called the r word because of it so i’m just gonna mask my symptoms and try to appear normal so that people accept me.
but then, the person who supports me is always with me due to my illness so what can i do 😹 everyone’s gonna know and see it anyway.
i don’t care if i have a meltdown. i just wanna appear normal 😹
also hiding my gay identity since everyone knows now due to that ONE person.
Someone fr help me please
What are the signs someone is a lesbian
I need help please
I have a question. Do sapphics have attraction to only women? Or men as well?
Cause I've seen some sapphics who are sapphic (who love women) but also men too (even when not bisexual)
I’m just checking to make sure so lmk(lemme know)
Or does sapphic mean wlw but you can pick who you wanna love (like men and all) ?
i dont care who makes fun of kpop fans or whatever. mfs who hate on us for liking music differently and i dont care who make fun of what i like and love watching but kpop is DIFFERENT and feels different to most people. some see it as a way of being themselves or a connection to different music and people and thats ok and i love seeing that. for me kpop makes me feel a huge range of emotions and feelings.
one of the things i love in the whole world is that as someone who listens to kpop on a regular and daily basis (everyday ALWAYS) for so many years, seeing people who r just like u is so freeing. u could make a reference and everyone will get what u said
another thing i love in the world is seeing CHINESE people in kpop. people like chenle and renjun from nct, people like jun and the8 from seventeen, and more. people like that make me feel safe.
it makes me feel extra connected to a certain aspect of my cultural identity. i grew up hiding the fact that i am asian (desi, arab & chinese) and that i was all kinds of asian, and seeing those idols make me feel so connected oh my god like ways to learn my language by watching them teach fans or them speaking it and making it easy for us by what words means and sentence structures, their culture, their food, their traditions, the way they look, the way they r passionate about where they r from, it makes me feel such a huge connection into being chinese and make me want to know more about my culture like you guys dont understand how FREEING that is for me after hiding that aspect of my identity for so many years OH MY GOD
This took a lot longer than I thought 🧍🏽♀️
My requests are open so feel free to ask for one. I'll make stimboards and moodboards just clarify which one you want!!
jun / junnie !! she her they them | kpop fan mostly boy group, i dont stan ggs much | queer ❤️🧡💛💚💙💜🩷🤍🤎 ⚢ (aroace lesbian nonbinary trans) | multiracial
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