letting go of the image i had of you
In the gallery of memories, shadows of you reside,
A canvas painted with moments, emotions we could never hide
Time tears apart the cloth that was once our relationship, threads of letting go,
Unraveling illusions, releasing what used to glow
Your image, once framed in the corridors of my mind,
Fades like a sunset, leaving any nostalgia behind
Every stroke of acceptance, gives me a brush of grace,
I release the past, in my heart's sacred space
The portrait of us, a masterpiece in its own right,
Now gives off warmth and light at night
Bitterness still lingers, but just the echoes of a song,
A melody of change, as I move along
For in the chapters of tomorrow, I'll find,
A canvas anew, where serenity is enshrined in an image that is not you
arguing with stupid people is just so fucking funny
making out, if done right, can save me from killing myself for 10,000 years
fav paramore song ong
Decode by Paramore but the last few notes are the vine boom sound effect
I actually can’t be normal about anything ever I’m so sorry.
no i don’t have an “astigmatism” i can just see the halos of the angels that live in car head lights that you losers are too spiritually closed off to see
i was going to learn 12 languages, read 250 books and learn 75 new skills this year what happened
rant!!
the american economy is single handily killing everyone middle/lower class. i turned 18 literally a month ago but im considering opening a credit card because i simply can’t afford to pay for things. i still live at home too, imagine if i didn’t. i wouldn’t be able to provide housing for myself or basic medical care (all the things my mom currently pays for.) that’s the sad reality of living here and homelessness is extremely normalized to where most people don’t even pay attention anymore. prices for anything even in low cost of living states are outrageous. i live in a small southern town and a pack of tictacs is $5!! mcdonald’s is $10 for one meal and that’s the CHEAPEST fast food here. ever since this country was built companies have just been taking more and more from their employees and continue to add on to the CEO’s salary. the media tells us it’s inflation but the reality is it’s just price gouging and greed. people here can’t afford necessities while our “leader” sends money overseas to fund genocide. we also can’t forget the TRILLIONS of dollars our government just “can’t find.” our government keeps us reliant on them and keeps it impossible for every citizen to be cared for. the united states COULD have free healthcare/university, lower prices, have a higher minimum wage, fix the teacher shortage, but they won’t. they keep us afraid and want us to feel trapped by our lives in this country. people are noticing now and their support will eventually run out to where we all go french revolution style and i DO NOT want to be here when that happens. thanks for reading, this whole situation scares me and i’d love to hear what y’all think because it’s all just so frustrating:(
yes i'm over it. yes i think about it 20 times a day
but i’m just a girl
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