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Wealthy and healthy in your early 20's
before you make fun of triggers that dont make sense to you, stop and consider the overwhelming negative emotion dripping from the words “love and tolerate”
before you make fun of triggers that dont make sense to you, stop and consider the overwhelming negative emotion dripping from the words “love and tolerate”
let’s talk about a ptsd thing that’s called sense of foreshortened future. i don’t see anyone ever talking about it here and i think that it’s important that people know that what they experience is nothing but another symptom of their mental illness.
So what is it?
Basically, sense of foreshortened future is a feeling or a belief that for some reason you won’t have a long and fullfilling life. You feel like you will die soon – or sooner than expected – and therefore you shouldn’t make any long-term plans. You try to avoid long-term relationships, you don’t have any career plans, reaching your birthday - hell, sometimes even managing to surivive the week surprises you.
You feel like you’ll never have a normal life because you’re not only broken beyond repair but also can’t trust anyone anymore. It is an incredibly depressing feeling that makes you feel like there’s no point in… anything, really? Every activity becomes dull and pointless and you don’t know what drags you though life at this point.
I know it won;t make the feeling go away but I want you to know that this feeling is NOT a reflection of reality. You’re not broken beyond repair and you will have a normal happy life if you work on your recovery. making plans is not pointless. You deserve to be happy and you will be happy. Don’t let PTSD and its symptoms convince you otherwise.
Damn.
GUYS I WAS ON A CHURCH’S WEBSITE LOOKING FOR SOMETHING AND THEN THIS POPPED UP OMG
Alien
Spring Breakers (2013) dir. Harmony Korine
rikisripe:
I’m in so much ice, they yell “Skate Wayne!”
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If you want something speak up. Or else you not getting nothing . you need a life dont steal mines. Cause ill fight you for it. I work too much to be taken advantage of.
Emotional abusive parents suck.
My whole life has been dictated by my mother. And he antics. My enitre family is fallen.
Your enitre empire has turned to shit. And youve got to rebuild it all out of muscle. Like a fucking servant peasant bitch. Thats what im going through. All work no play. Next person to fuck my goals will catch a heavy wave.
Im here.
Theres nothing more than i want than to marry that new famous singer. I swear she writes her deep songs for someone whos been through as much trauma as i have indured. Gosh island girls are my fave.
reasons i haven’t replied back:
- i’m socially exhausted - i don’t have the time right now - i don’t know how to reply - i have a bad memory and got distracted - i’m having a depressive episode and don’t have the energy to socialise
not reasons i haven’t replied back:
- i’m ignoring you just because - i hate you - i’m fed up with you - i don’t want to be your friend anymore
having parents that were really angry and petty and abusive when you were young is weird, because it makes part of you grow up to want to be kind, to generate good things, to be a source of peace and wellbeing for others; but it makes another part of you grow up to be quick, and sharp, and spiteful, and that’s always the part that shows itself first in a hard situation, so it’s a struggle between your hateful gut reactions and your wish to not add any more misery to the world. it’s a hard balance, and the people who really, really know me - i know they see that anger flash in my eyes before i quiet it, if i quiet it…i want to overcome years of conditioning, and with gentle, constant force, i know i’ll mellow it. it just takes time.
Being a young adult still living with an abusive family
-people at work like and respect me but I feel like a kid at home -I know how to take care of myself but I look like I don’t because no money -humiliation or teasing = are we sure I’m not ten? -getting manipulated into signing up for even more activities you don’t want but you can’t really say no -“what are your plans?” *horrifyingly realizes I’m parroting my parents* -“you spend a lot of time with your mom, you two must be really close” -have I ever made my own choices? Like even once? -constant. Guilt. For not standing up for myself and for daring to think bad things about them
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Xanax have me like the #609 tony
Drop a Zan in your coffee #609
Looks old school
Dynamic duo. Looking holy on this frivolous Sunday
I think to much
#Life's a computer game
