Hi there ! You can call me Jinx (or Allister but I rather have Jinx if we don't know each others)
I'm kinda a lurker around here but I've decided to try this site and maybe have some friends that would be cool !
I'm currently 22 yo, I'm a transgender man and ace sex repulsed and I'm in the middle of a process for a diagnosis of schizophrenia (I've been on meds for rougly a year tho) I also have a ADHD diagnosis !
My current hyperfixation is Arcane (currently watching with my partner the season 1) and I love synthv, my favourite book is 'Piranesi' from Susanna Clark and hm I guess I like music of all sort ?
I don't know much about dni list but I'll try, dni if you're :
-transmed, terf, or any lgbt-phobic
-ableist of any sort
-pedophile (or Map), zoophile, or anyone sexualising age regression thingie
-A maga person, republican or any facists guys
-You deny genocide
-If you uses slurs (even to reclaim them, i'm not comfortable with it)
-whatever, don't be weird
And to say the least I'm not familiar with all the terms and things on this site so if I ever made a mistake don't hesitate to tell me ! I genuinely don't want to be weird, my native language isn't english so if I make mistakes on this part please bear with me !
And if you want we can try to be friends or acquaintance, I'm not a talkative person but I try my best !
hello— (disintegrate myself out of existence)
being sad and trying to think about ur favorite characters to make yourself feel better is always kinda funny when every character u like is an abominable piece of shit. try to think "[X] would comfort me" no they would fucking Noooootttttt. Lol
Religious art leaves out the best part and it’s such a goddamn shame. Livestock, Agriculture and Food is an integral part of any culture and we all need to be pushing for more realistic sheep in religious art. #FATTAILSFORJESUS
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Thinking abt how when Silco first approaches powder he hides his knife behind his back, possibly intending to finish the job after getting the info he needs. AKA Vander’s knife, the same knife that Silco swiped and used to escape from Vander during his drowning. Which he kept all those years, and ended up ultimately killing Vander with just moments prior, a shot cuts to Vander’s blood still fresh and dripping from the blade. A knife he has used to defend himself from both danger and death, to protect himself from harm by someone he loved.
But when powder goes and hugs Silco, that knife clatters to the ground, out of his grasps. Silco’s protection, the one thing that had helped Silco escape death, the one thing he uses to defend himself. When his hand first rises, Silco’s goons make a face, most likely expecting to hurt/push away powder. But this time there is no violence, instead there are welcoming arms.
In that moment, the knife dropping to the ground not only shows powder breaking down Silco’s emotional walls that he had built up to protect himself. But also to show that when he hugs her back, Silco is quite literally and unknowingly accepting death with open arms.
In the show we see that even when Jinx is hostile towards him and purposely hurting Silco, he’s relatively calm, and doesn’t return the hostility. Or when she makes mistakes, Silco is forgiving. In their relationship, Silco “has no knife”, aka he has no defense when it comes to Jinx. Because, she is his undoing, Jinx is Silco’s weakness, and it was shown from the very start.
When powder first pulls a jinx, killing her family and vander in the process, Silco welcomes her with open arms. And in the last episode when she pulls another jinx, killing Silco, Silco only has love and reassurance to give. No knife to protect himself this time, again finding himself at death’s door because of someone he loves. But this time there’s no bitterness or hate. Only forgiveness, understanding and love, the things Vander failed to show him when Silco pulled his own jinx and ended up being the cause of Felicia’s death.
But yeah. Idk if any of this made sense. But. Is there anything so undoing…as a daughter? SOBS
"Punishment works!!!" We're drowning in three to four generations of people so pants-shittingly terrified of ever being wrong that half of everyone has constructed a worldview wherein they never even consider the possibility that they could be wrong and the other half behaves like one wrong move will make anything or anyone explode violently into a million irreperable pieces. I don't think it works guys
After working on this game since July of last year, Red Leaves is finally complete and playable! It's free!!! Do YOU want to play a version of Little Red Riding Hood where Red is trying to kill the wolf that killed her Grandma and gets trapped in a death timeloop? THEN YOU SHOULD PLAY RED LEAVES!!!!!!
Thank you all for your support. Have fun! And please let me know of any bugs you might find!
got possessed by a shitpost my friend shared on discord and drew it in 30 minutes instead of going out to buy eggs
OG under the cut