Latest Posts by genderschmender - Page 6

I know I'm unlovable, I just sometimes like to pretend that I'm not

the feeling when you just wanna be alone and push everyone away so you could quietly kill yourself vrs the feeling of never wanting to be alone and just wanting to be held and told itll be okay even when it wont.

assigned female at gunpoint

i think the hottest look you can give someone after they commit acts of unspeakable violence is approval. like don't get me wrong if there's lust there too that's great, but staring at someone with gore dripping down their chin and coating their hands to the wrists with undisguised appraisal and admiration. maybe giving them a little nod as if to say 'well done'. THAT'S what says "yeah we're gonna fuck nasty later".

“My only relief is to sleep. When I’m sleeping I’m not sad, I’m not angry, I’m not lonely, I’m nothing.”

— Jillian Medoff (via psych-facts)

things i’ll not call you a whore for:

sexual activity

how you dress

things i’ll call you a whore for:

stealing my food 

stealing my lemons

my cat likes you more than me

found you a new hat.

I need to see a bitches arm vein while she chokes me, I need a death grip on my throat

“Call Me Maybe” with every other beat removed

starting tomorrow i will be a real person in this world

found goat milk and wheat ale at the store. theres no way im NOT making a white gilgamesh tonite

Relationships that have real king/lionheart energy, that whole “I have sworn myself wholly to you, I am your sword arm, I am your dog” to someone else’s “you are the one person in this world I can rely on, and I am both bolstered and burdened by your absolute faith in me” vibe, but it’s in circumstances that are like. so low stakes. Manager of a movie theater/the one usher who doesn’t smoke weed at work.

you can’t talk about vampires and their views on menstrual blood anywhere else besides here. On account of the stigma

ever since i was a little girl i knew i wanted to be gutted alive

I once had a nightmare when I was in one of my phases of avoiding every single person who tries to be in my vicinity, and an ex-but-still-current-friend-that-I-love-but-am-deeply-embittered-by looked me in the eye and told me they knew I was pushing everyone away.

You ever just wake up from an incredibly graphic and realistic nightmare that was a pure psychological horror based on your own personal phobias and trauma and just roll over like “aw shit I got too hot last night I guess.” And then make toast like you didn’t just experience the nine circles of hell before 9 am

you ever feel like you were born with something rotten inside you and if people get close enough they’re gonna find out

People who steal and monetise fanworks without consent can smelt the cents they get from it and have the glowey-hot liquid metal poured into an open wound in their gut.

mandatory endless fuck marry kill poll pinned to the top of everyone’s blog so you can ascertain how the public perceives their vibes and also invent a new horrible type of metrics for Influencers to manipulate