Youâve had an eating disorder way before tumblr.
Youâre still in school.
Youâre hungry RN.
You still live with your parents.
You have other mental illnesses too.
Stay safe đ
1. To feel pretty 2. To have defined collarbones 3. To prove people wrong 4. To be something more 5. To have thinner legs 6. To have a flat stomach 7. To be petite 8. To look like a supermodel 9. To appear like porcelain 10. To be somebodyâs thinspiration 11. Because I feel guilty every time I eat 12. To have self-control 13. Because I want to be graceful 14. Because I want to be the skinny friend 15. To have cheek bones 16. To be pretty 17. To have a thigh gap 18. To have sharp hipbones 19. To prove myself wrong 20. To let the lies I told become truth 21. Because I donât want jiggling fat 22. Because I want tiny wrists 23. Because Iâve been fat for too long 24. To feel confident about my body 25. To be a size 00 26. To look stunning in pictures 27. To have thin arms 28. To be able to count each of my ribs 29. To be wanted 30. To turn heads when I walk 31. To make my parents proud 32. To stop feeling jealous of other girls 33. To be excited for wearing a bikini 34. To look cute and dainty 35. To have beautiful bones 36. Because looking in the mirror hurts more than starving 37. To be tiny 38. To be loved 39. To be happy 40. To be PERFECT
Iâm looking for more people to follow
âąYou donât identify as femaleâą
âąYouâre 5,5 or aboveâą
âąYouâre not new to thisâą
âąYou still live with your parents/under 18âą
âąYou are lgbtq+âą
âąYour ugw is around 105-115âą
âąyou would maybe be willing to talkâą
đthis post was just so damn beautiful, and satifishing, I wish you to reach your goalsđ«(sorry for my broke english)
You wake up, itâs nearly 10 oâclock in the morning and youâve never been more excited to get out of bed to check your weight. You know youâve lost weight you can see the difference in those before and after photos. You can see each rib and each hipbone. Your collar bones are so sharp and noticeable. Your thigh gap is beautiful and it goes amazingly well with your small calves.
As you think of how perfect your body has gotten you pull your blankets off of your petite body, using your skeleton-like arms. Since you get colder now you need multiple blankets but youâre not complaining. You sort of think itâs cute.
You pull yourself towards the bathroom. With each step you take you feel like youâre gliding across your oak wood floors, floating even. You pull out your scale and see your UGW. Youâve never felt more proud of yourself, it was so euphoric, so satisfying. You were overjoyed. You decide to skip downstairs to the kitchen for some breakfast. While you make yourself some green tea you look out of the window admiring everything. You can see the sun shining in, the neighbourhood kids playing, that sweet old grandma that has the most beautiful garden youâve ever seen. You can smell that nature filled summer smell. You can hear the birds chirping, the giggles, but most importantly your tea kettle whistling. After you pour out some delicious green tea you make yourself some egg whites. You could only finish 3 quarters of your plate after your appetite has shrunk. You drank your green tea and headed back upstairs.
You look through your closet with all your old, baggy clothing. Youâre disgusted, you canât believe that you were once that weight, but now you can wear whatever you want, wherever you want and no one would judge you. Deciding to head out for a stroll and visit that sweet, old grandma you pull out a shirt and some ripped jeans. âActuallyâŠâ You think to yourself âYou can wear something better than this.â Now that youâre skinny, you pull out your UGW outfit that was used to motivate you and head outside you can feel that warm, summer breeze as you stroll down your driveway.Â
*Ping* you check your phone and it turns out you BFF wants to hang out with you and a couple guys at the beach.Â
*Ping* She texts you again saying that your lifelong crush is going to be there as well.Â
You run back home. Get your bathing suit ready, you were going to try it on to see how it looks on you but you decided not to because you know you look amazing. You call her up and tell her your coming and that youâre super excited.
For once in your life, youâve never been happier.Â
someone: how are you?
Me: Iâm alright, just wouldnât mind getting hit by a car