I Don’t Know What I Could Draw!! AARGG

O dear!

I haven't posted things in a while now, simply because I'm very busy at the moment. Now that the new year has started, my studies have also started and I have to study a lot. In the bookshop I work in, which is down in the valley in the small village, I also have a lot to do at the moment.

Please forgive me :) I'm still active on Tumblr so don't worry

In my free time I'm currently reading a lot about astronomy and stars and herbalism. Or rather, about healing herbs, oils and elixirs. I am very interested in this. I'm reading also a lot about psychology right now.

In general, I just read a lot. xD

Have a wonderful day Ellie :>

A new year - some new memorys

Happy New Year to each of you out there on the vast, wild, great and unexplored world!

Talking about myself with myself

Hey guys,

Today I want to talk about myself. About my interests and my character. Well ... you have to know, I can't judge myself very well, especially because my self-confidence isn't that great. But I'll try it. ;3 I'm actually a very open minded and happy person. At least I try to take everything positively and keep a clear head - even if that doesn't always work. But I'm a also quiet person. I first look and watch my surroundings and the people around me before I judge and act. I am very attentive and vigilant. This often helps me to understand people in their actions and facial expressions, even if i often only see the eyes. One look is always worth a thousand words. I can also empathize with others and understand why they act or think that way. I have many hobbies and interests - often which many people find boring or uninteresting. Like astronomy and history. But I also love to paint or draw or read books. I am a huge bookworm! I also love to look at old photo albums and old pictures and indulge in memories. It always feels so good, and I appreciate the time I spent with my family and friends even more. I also love Polaroid-Kameras! I think, because you can't take that many pictures with them, you always shoot the most beautiful moments and so the pictures have an unbelievably great emotional value.I'm also very interested in video games - especially story games. Like 'Life is strange' or ‘Sims’.-Yes, guys, Sims is also a story game ;).At least I think so... I love to care for traditions. Just as I love to be with my family. When we're not arguing - but that's human and normal too. I think it's good when you speak your mind openly and stay honest with each other. Even if I'm not always the best role model. Actually, I'm not in a lot of things ... oops ..Well, I'm also a big summer kid because I love summer more than anything! It's just so lively and you can do and experience so many things. Whether a day at the lake, in the garden, on the beach or an evening with friends around the campfire with an unbelievable starry sky above you. But I also love Christmas, the festival of all festivals, where you get such a pleasant feeling like on no other day of the year. You are surrounded by love, anticipation and family, and it feels downright magical. When the gifts are placed under the glowing Christmas tree, the fairy lights glow in their warm light and everything is just so beautiful. By the way... am I the only person who is always so fascinated by the sky?! I mean ... day or night, it's just always so magical. When it is deep blue and black and the stars light up like small crystals or in the morning and evening when it is sunrise and sunset. How the sunbeames are sinking into a lot of red, orange and pink colors and everything blurs like a spilled paint bucket on the sky. In between are the purple glowing clouds. And slowly the sky turns into a starry sky. Even if it’s just deep gray, there is something mystical about it. But there are also days when the sky is so bright-gray, as if the clouds are only very thin, so i always get rainforest-vibes. Wow-that was a lot about the sky xD But what do you think? ;3 I know I'm crazy, but maybe you are too ';D 

Have the best day! Ellie

I like this melodie...

it makes you think and dream ..and I like to do that

Name: Martha Taylor

Age: 15 years old

Eyecolour: mossy emerald green

Hair: chocolate brown, hair bangs are dark turquoise, natural curls

Hobbys: reading storys, reading about medicinal herbs and mushrooms, reading about astronomy, reading about psychology, reading about science, writing storys, playing electric guitar

Hobbies outside the home: Theater group, playing electric guitar

Character: Not shy but quiet, very intilligent, wise, ambition, perfectionism, Knows how to defend herself against insults with words - knows every time what to say

Style: Cottagecore style - very cozy and comfortable clothes, looks a bit dated and very chic

Jewelry: Cottagecore jewelry from her grandma, crystal necklaces, mushroom earrings, doesn't wear a lot of jewelry - want to keep it comfortable

Make up: /

Pet: Ferret named Jinx

= Small, very clever and cunning animal, which is very quick-> Martha and it are best friends for life and love each other very much

Dream job: Austronaut who makes great discoveries for mankind and is also a story writer

Wants to live: Would like to continue living on grandma's little farm and fulfill her wish to take over the small farm and take care of it -> Wants to master healing herbalism

Tapes and Photos...

I like tapes. You put it in - you hear the usual clicking noise, which sounds so nice - and it doesn't take long until you see a lot of pictures and videos. You see an old film from a completely normal day in the kitchen, living room or small garden behind the little house, old, a little blurry and the colors are also a little different - but nevertheless these video clips, which may be meaningless for someone else, are worth more than a thousand bills and coins to you. They are your past, your childhood - even what happened before your childhood or your birth. For example - old photo books. You look at the yellowed old black and white pictures - maybe there are even a few colorful photos, but then very reddish. The paper is already yellowed, slightly torn and the dark black ink smells of wonderful old memories. You take every single photo in your hand with a smile and wonder what it was like back then because you have almost forgotten it yourself. You take every single one in your hand - no matter if it is a large picture or a small picture - and run your thumb over it to feel the old, thick paper. In the warm light of the bedside lamp on the old armchair, you can go through all the thick photo albums that tell you even about your grandmother's childhood. You turn the pages carefully and with an inner comforting feeling. Almost all photos fall out of their glued holders, so you have to put them back in - and after the 43 picture you put back, you just leave them there as they are. Memories and feelings arise in you and you always start to immerse into this little world of your own. Tapes and photos are magical ... don’t they?

𝓜𝓮𝓻𝓻𝔂 𝓒𝓱𝓻𝓲𝓼𝓽𝓶𝓪𝓼 𝓶𝔂 𝓭𝓾𝓭𝓮𝓼!

Sim City

I don’t know why i’m posting this, but i think it’s pretty. I mean - Look at it!

Oh, by the way, thats San Myshuno - a City in the Sims 4.

I LOVE this song!! You gotta check it out!!

The little me that tries to find a way out of a cave.

-a dream that I had :]

                                                                                                                                                       painted by / my memorys