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not like my winter prompts didn’t flop, but this looks fun 😅
feel free to send me MCL characters with one of these!
New Year’s Eve Prompts 🎆
Their friends dare them to kiss a stranger at midnight and they are just tipsy enough to actually do it.
The party was great but now it’s time to find their way home, in the middle of the night in the freezing cold in high heels and a party dress.
Learning other people’s weird New Year’s Eve tradition is always fascinating but not always fun.
At first they thought it was the firework but then the knocks on the door became louder.
She never thought watching billions of Euros going up in colorful flames and loud noises could be this romantic.
They were so distracted, they even missed the clock striking midnight.
It’s the morning after a wild New Year’s Eve party and there are quite a few regrets.
Spending the New Year’s Eve on a boat and watching the fireworks go off on the shore is a once in a lifetime experience.
With the pandemic, New Year’s Eve parties have to be a little different this year.
It’s a couple minutes after midnight and there were already a couple resolutions broken.
When the new neighbor tests their firework a few days early, she wants to protest. But they are kinda cute.
I wish you all a happy new year!
Christmas with Castiel
This the first part of my participation on the Winter Holiday event that the Otome Haven is organizing. I’ll do one of those for each LL crush.
Candy took another sip of the steamy liquid, letting the heat relax her muscles as it made its way through her insides. She hummed and snuggled against his chest. With her eyes closed, she paid attention to his calm breathing as they listened to a random Spotify playlist filled with Christmas songs. He found it excessively cliché, but she wanted to do it, so he resigned.
Castiel loved those intimate and simple moments between them, they showed how not everything was about big gestures. They didn’t need a fancy dinner or expensive presents to reassure their love. Spending their Christmas night on each other’s arms, drinking hot chocolate and enjoying the chill night was just enough for him.
“I love you.” She muttered and looked up at him. His lips quickly found hers and he could taste the sweetness of her drink through them. The low noise that their mouths made when breaking apart added to the intimacy of that moment.
“Merry Christmas, little reindeer.” Castiel grabbed her cheeks with one hand and squeezed them, making her lips pop out. She smiled, making her face look even cuter. His eyes drifted to the accessory in her head, then again to her mouth. He brought her face to him without releasing her cheeks, making the kiss a bit awkward.
She chuckled and hugged him. Her head found the crook of his neck and sniffed the citrus cologne, his favorite. “Mmm… I should be checking if the cookies didn’t burn.” Candy reluctantly left his embrace and got up. A few seconds later, he followed suit.
“I’ll go with you.”
Turns out they were already cooked, so they took the tray out of the oven and let it on the counter to cool down. Of course, Castiel took the opportunity to steal some more kisses. In the end, when the caresses stopped, the cookies were cold.
“Oopsie” He said without a single regret. It wasn’t like she was mad also. They savored the sweet and found it delicious anyway. This was a very good Christmas.
Masterlist
Last update: 02/11/20
Nevra:
♥️ Headcanons:
Nevra being a jealous boyfriend
♥️ Oneshots:
A promise
Nevra being comforted by his friends
Nathaniel:
♥️ Oneshots:
Candy comforting Nathaniel after a nightmare
Nothing for now…
Nothing for now…
Karolina:
♥️ Headcanons:
Karolina being jealous of fem!Scholar’s friend
Tadashi:
♥️ Oneshots:
Tadashi and Scholar’s first Christmas together
Alistair:
♥️ Headcanons:
Alistair falling for a fem!scholar who’s a model in the fashion department
Asra:
♥️ Headcanons:
Asra being a jealous boyfriend
41 with Rayan <3
thank you for your ask! I didn’t forget about it, I just couldn’t find out what would be the perfect present for / from Rayan. in the end, I settled with a pretty simple scenario, but I hope you will like it this way
also, because it’s sooooo late, I’m gonna draw the end of the oneshot 😌 and sorry again for writing it later
Prompt: Finding the perfect present
Send me winter prompts!
Word count: 597
Rayan’s P. O. V.
I breathed in deeply, then let out a long sigh, my breath appearing in the cold air as clouds. I had been thinking on what to give Candy, what could possibly show her how much I love and appreciate her. I had the answer in my mind of course, but I also didn't want to do something so... cliché.
How many Christmas movies start with proposing?
But ever since we talked about having kids one day, I had been fantasizing about our family. Some years later, now, we will run in the snow with our child, or maybe children. I just know that she will be a perfect mother, and I hope to be the perfect father and husband.
If she says yes, of course.
A cup of coffee still in my hands, I anxiously waited for Candy to join me on the balcony. I didn't even know why I went there; maybe I just craved a bit of fresh air after all of those delicious scents in our flat. The coffee was starting to cool down, but I had only brought it with me to occupy my hands anyway. When I was about to turn and go in, I found myself face to face with her.
It was obvious that she felt more comfortable inside than outside, shivering a little in her shorts and cardigan that she bought specifically for Christmas. The chilly air must had taken its toll on her, as her cheeks were pink.
I realised I was lost in her looks, so I missed her question.
"Ah sorry, I... I wasn't listening." My cheeks reddened as well, but more because I felt embarrassed. She arched her eyebrows in a critical way, but then let out a light laugh.
"Don't worry, I just said that you can come in, I'm finished."
Entering the room was definitely pleasant, the welcoming warmth made me ease a little. I was about to propose to her, yes, but it's not like I don't perform before many people every day. It's just a simple engagement, nothing to worry about, right?
Candy stopped next to the table, picking up some sheets of paper I hadn't even noticed before.
"So umm.... I'll start, if you don't mind. I can't really wait with gifting others, sorry." She let out a nervous laugh, cleared her throat then started speaking. "I know that, given recent events, you don't really want to live or work here anymore. Which is fine! I just thought... well, I went looking for flats in the cities nearby the other day. I don't know if you like any of these and you don't even have to choose one today, just please take a look at these, okay? I respect your choice if you want to move away, but know that I will go with you no matter what."
Here she became quiet, giving me time to think. I didn't need to think more though, the fact that she planned our future together made me sure in my decision regarding the two of us.
I set the papers she gave to me on the table, kissed her slowly then lowered to one knee. At first she didn't understand what I was doing, but then her eyes went wide and she brought a hand to her mouth to hide her surprise.
"My dear Candy" I started slowly. I was convinced that I was on the right path, but I still didn't want to mess things up. "Would you do the honour of becoming my wife and making me the happiest man alive?"
19, 31, 32 with Castiel and Candy 😘😘😘😘
thank you so mcuh for your ask! I’m sorry it took so long, I hope you will like it <3
Prompts: Traditional Christmas Dinner, “This is way too much food” and “I’ll be home for Christmas” (I changed this last one a bit, I hope you don’t mind)
Send me winter prompts!
Word count: 536
Candy’s P. O. V.
After all windows of the Advent Calendar were opened, the house was decorated (although Castiel took down some ornaments he didn't like) and gingerbread was made, Christmas Eve finally came. Both of us were in the city, me to pick up his gift, while he was a guest at Ronnie Dialy’s along with Leo and Gabin as Ronnie planned a little get-together for them to celebrate their new album. The celebration must not have been interesting, since Castiel was chatting with me while I was on the bus. I looked again at his latest message (“I’ll try to hurry, I promise”) as I typed in my answer.
“I sure hope so. this is not the first time you stood me up for him. I could be jealous ;)”
Even the thought entertained me; me being possessive over Cas, being against sharing him with a producer much older than him. Not surprisingly Castiel found it funny as well, responding in a similarly light tone.
“ah, he’s not the one you should worry about, someone else already stole my heart <3 could you tell her that I’ll be home in time?”
I didn’t have time for more than a quick “I love you” reply because the bus stopped at the pet shop, and I didn’t want to miss it and walk back in the snow. Castiel had been going on and on about how Pancake needs a friend, so I decided one day that I will get a new dog. My knowledge about dogs was limited, but I still couldn’t ask him about it, so I picked out a cute husky puppy. Hiding the little girl would have been hard, but luckily the owner promised me that I could pick her up from the shop.
Back home, I started getting ready for our own dinner. I knew that Castiel was most likely stuffed at Ronnie’s, but I couldn’t miss the chance show off my cooking skills. I didn’t know if onion soup was a traditional Christmas dish, but no one could argue with my brined roast goose. I was intent on eating one, since I had a lot of childhood memories tied to it.
Sitting at the table, lost in thought I didn’t even realise that Castiel arrived, only when he covered my eyes with his hands.
“Hmmm let me guess” I pretended to think. “Nathaniel?” His hands left my head as I felt a kiss pressed on my cheek then I heard his laughter.
“Very funny. No it’s me, I came as I pro...” here he trailed off, sizing up the amount of food on the table. “Wow, how much time did you spend on making these? This is way too much food, we’re never gonna eat it.”
“We are!” I protested. “And don’t worry, the process wasn’t actually long. If you want to, we can skip to the gifts of course.”
I knew he didn’t want me to buy a gift for him, he even told me. As I expected, he blushed immediately but I didn’t let him start again, so I just stole a quick kiss from him, then took his hand and started going towards the living room.
“Come now, we can eat later.”
nice nice niiiiiiiiice
I have no idea what it is about (it better be a fanfic version of Sober!!!!!) but the cover already looks pwetty 🥺
coming soon, I guess
https://ko-fi.com/i/IL3L82Y0J7
yes, come guys! the mood is awesome, I promise 😉😊
Join Otome’s Little Corner!
So, I created a discord server for Otome Games fans two months ago (wow, it seems like an eternity haha). We don’t have that much people right now, but it still is an active and cozy server for those who want a place to chat.
Our focus is Beemoov games for now, but we have channels for others, too.
https://discord.gg/bHxBJMCRUe
I'm sorry about that anon, sweetie, if I knew that someone wouldn't get the JOKE I wouldn't have done it. Besides I said so myself that I'm playing the break up route later from Rayan's route too. Honestly, ppl need to stop this, you clearly meant it joking as much as I did.
no worries, it’s not your fault at all. I guess you could say that this is payback for Madagascar 😉🤭
are you srsly going to betray Nath and leave him for that old fucker Eric? Wtf is wrong with you? So many fake fans of Nathaniel in this fandom smh
I guess you’re reacting to what I wrote as a comment on one of Fa’s posts, and I can see that you didn’t read my other comment
(*somehow, typo)
I can also see that you don’t follow me on either of my blogs and / or read my posts, otherwise you would know that I have been a Nath girl since very long. what if I wrote it as a joke? then you’re overreacting
I’m not a “fake fan” I just want to see where the story will take me if I make my own choices (so I don’t use guides) and it looks more and more like I will get the bad ending. we don’t know yet what it will mean ofc, but most likely it will be breaking up
yes, I like Eric’s character even tho I don’t want to get together with him. what is it to you? it’s my account, if I wanted to win him over, I totally could
if you want to know more, feel free to write and discuss, tho I seriously doubt it. it seems like, for you, going in someone’s askbox anonimously to trash on them is enough to prove your loyalty to a fictional, 2D man. I don’t think anything I say really matters
happy birthday Isabel! ❤️
😉😅
Happy birthday lovely @momiyi-chan!!
May your craziest [and kinkiest] dreams come true! I hope you have the best day sweetie!!! ♥♥♥♥
Cela faisait longtemps que je n'avais pas écrit quelque chose... mais là j'avoue que l'épisode 11 m'a un peu frustrée vu que ça commençait bien... Nath en uniforme... enfin! Et hop, episode fini. J'en voulais plus! Et comme on n'est jamais mieux servi que par soi-même... je vous partage un petit texte écrit sur mon téléphone en une petite heure donc désolée si jamais vous trouvez des petites coquilles malgré mes relectures! Cette petite histoire suit directement la fin de l'épisode. C'est plutôt coquinou, y a pas de rapport décrit mais on reste dans le roleplay avec Nath en uniforme. C'est pas grand chose mais ça reste un moment de couple comme j'aimerais en voir souvent sur le jeu.
Je le rajouterai aussi sur le forum sur mon topic d'histoires, qu'il faudra que je clôture un jour d'ailleurs...
Bonne lecture à celles qui auront le courage de se lancer à suivre ce petit texte! A LIRE QUE SI VOUS AVEZ FAIT L'ÉPISODE 11.
******
J'ai presque envie de m'endormir mais mon envie de plus prend le dessus. Je suis toujours blottie, nue, contre mon bel inspecteur de police après un moment de passion bien mérité. Enfin nous avons pu nous retrouver. Ses doigts jouent doucement sur ma peau, dans de lentes caresses aériennes et rien que ces petits gestes menacent de me faire frissonner. Je me retiens de soupirer de satisfaction et tourne la tête pour voir observer mon Apollon. Mes yeux rencontrent les siens et je note qu'il a un sourire amusé aux lèvres.
-Je n'ai pas le souvenir d'avoir raconté de blagues pendant notre... "interrogatoire". Qu'est ce qui vous fait sourire ainsi, inspecteur?
Il se met franchement à rire et je jubile de le voir détendu, visiblement heureux et surtout, dans mes bras.
-Ma chère Su, quand je t'ai passé les menottes, je n'imaginais pas que tu te serais totalement prise au jeu. Je t'ai trouvée particulièrement excitée... et excitante. C'est vraiment l'uniforme qui te fait cet effet-là ?
Je fais la moue quelques secondes avant d'y réfléchir. Je me redresse et mes yeux se perdent sur son corps. Je ne peux m'empêcher de rire doucement à mon tour en remarquant qu'il porte encore la chemise de son uniforme, ouverte complètement sur son torse... et rien d'autre.
-Hum... je n'y ai jamais pensé sérieusement mais l'uniforme rend super bien... ou plutôt il te va terriblement bien et ça me fait craquer. Après si tu veux essayer de louer d'autres uniformes... pour qu'on compare...
-Je suis déjà content que mon uniforme n'ait pas été abîmé. J'ai cru que les boutons de la chemise allaient lâcher sous tes ongles!
-Peut-être la prochaine fois...
Je lui dis ça en me mordant la lèvre et ses yeux pétillent, si bien que je sens qu'on va rentabiliser cet uniforme pendant encore un petit moment. Mais j'ai envie de lui parler un peu aussi...
-J'avais surtout besoin de te retrouver, Nath. Ne pas se voir à cause du boulot, je comprends. On ne peut rien y faire. Mais ça fait un moment qu'on ne fait que se croiser et l'inquiétude de te voir partir pour une mission dangereuse... tout ça me fait vraiment apprécier chaque seconde ensemble et je veux en profiter à fond.
Il n'y a que de la compréhension et de l'affection dans ses yeux dorés.
-On a encore toute la soirée et la nuit juste pour nous. Et... je sais que j'aurai pas mal de travail encore certains jours à venir mais je vais aussi faire ce que je peux pour avoir un peu de repos. Peut-être même des vacances...
-Oh j'adorerais qu'on programme quelque chose !
-Si ça te dit on peut continuer à en parler dans la cuisine. J'ai préparé des petites choses qu'on peut cuisiner à deux.
Je dois avouer que l'idée de cuisiner à deux puis de me remplir un peu le ventre me séduit complètement.
-Je ne peux pas te résister quand tu me parles comme ça... d'ailleurs... tu remets ton uniforme?
-...
-Je l'amènerai chez le pressing demain, promis!
Il secoue la tête alors qu'il explose de rire. Il s'extirpe du lit et me regarde droit dans les yeux alors qu'il remet chaque vêtement doucement. Je ne rate pas une miette du spectacle, le tissu glissant sur sa peau, moulant ses muscles... Il a bien raison, l'uniforme me fait de l'effet mais son charme naturel reste ma plus grande faiblesse.
-Et toi ma chérie, tu devrais aussi t'habiller. Te mettre en uniforme de travail peut-être ?
-Euh... je n'ai pas d'uniforme si ce n'est un tablier.
-C'est déjà pas mal non? Ça ne te dit pas de jouer le jeu?
Son petit sourire en coin en dit long.
-Tu veux dire... le tablier et... c'est tout?
-Tu as besoin d'un tablier de toute façon, on va en cuisine...
Il soutient mon regard avec un petit air de défi mais je vois bien que l'idée lui plaît beaucoup. Hum... nue sous le tablier? Après tout... pourquoi pas...
-A vos ordres inspecteur!
Il s'attendait sûrement à ce que j'oppose de la résistance. Je me lève et me dirige vers la cuisine, son regard m'accompagnant sur tout le trajet. J'attrape un tablier et j'allais l'attacher quand je sens ses mains se saisir des ficelles afin de le faire lui-même. Ses doigts effleurent délibérément ma peau et j'adore ça.
Je ne vais pas me mentir, le tablier ne couvre pas grand chose et je suis du coup presque nue dans la cuisine, sous le regard de braise de mon beau blond qui a l'air satisfait de son plan. Je ne vais cependant pas me plaindre, c'est très... stimulant.
-Alors, qu'est-ce qu'on cuisine?
Il a du mal à détourner ses yeux de moi mais il finit par sortir différents petits plats et je suis épatée en voyant ce que j'ai sous les yeux.
-Tu as fais de la pâte à pizza et tu as préparé de la sauce ? Oh tu as même préparé de la garniture... on va se faire une superbe pizza!
- C'est l'idée...
Je voudrais presque prendre une photo de mon officier qui cuisine comme un pro. Il étale avec dextérité la pâte et en peu de temps elle prend forme, prête à être garnie.
On prend peu de temps pour cuisiner en général et là je trouve ça super qu'il ait pris sur son temps de repos pour préparer un bon repas, d'autant que c'est super mignon de voir qu'il n'a jamais oublié son affection pour la cuisine italienne. J'ai cependant l'impression qu'il passe plus de temps à me regarder qu'à penser à la pizza. Je ne peux pas lui en vouloir, d'autant que le voir en uniforme dans la cuisine est une grande source de distraction. Mais chaque chose en son temps.
Blanche vient se frotter contre les jambes de son maître. Il est vrai que nous l'avons un peu oubliée depuis un petit moment.
-Ma Blanche... je vais te donner à manger pendant que Su finit de préparer la pizza.
Il me jette un petit regard alors que je m'attelle à finir de déposer la garniture sur ce qui va devenir une bonne pizza faite avec amour. Une fois au four, je sors de la cuisine et retrouve mon cher et tendre en train de caresser Blanche qui mange son repas.
-Ta petite princesse aux poils longs te réclame souvent tu sais.
-Elle me manque aussi. Savoir mes amours à la maison pendant que je m'occupe de délinquants, parfois ça me donne juste envie de leur sauter à la gorge pour qu'ils avouent vite fait et que je puisse rentrer vous retrouver... malheureusement, ce n'est pas si simple.
Il se lève et s'approche de moi. L'ambiance légère qui règne dans l'appartement depuis que je suis rentrée devient un peu plus sérieuse. Il pose son front contre le mien et passe une main dans mes cheveux.
-Je voudrais être là. Tout le temps. Pour te soutenir quand tu as du boulot. Pour t'emmener au restaurant. Pour me poser au Cosy Bear juste pour te voir t'activer dans tous les sens. Pour passer une soirée à rien faire. Ou même pour essayer une série d'uniformes et répondre à tes désirs.
-Je sais.
-Quand je suis sur le terrain ou même au poste... je me donne à 100%. Parce que je sais que ça en vaut la peine, de se battre pour que la société soit un peu plus sûre. Alors je fonce. Et je sais que quand mon travail est bien fait, je peux laisser tout ça derrière moi et rentrer te retrouver. Je sais que ce boulot me prend trop de temps. Mais tu es ce que j'ai de plus précieux. Je suis fier de ce qu'on a, de ce que nous sommes devenus. Et je suis vraiment désolé de te causer du souci, Su... je me doute que ça doit aussi t'affecter dans ton travail.
-Nath... Ne sois pas désolé. Je suis la première ravie que tu aies trouvé ta voie. On savait tous les deux que ça ne serait pas facile tous les jours. Tu aimes ton travail et tu le fais bien. Du moment que tu me reviens... Mais plus j'y réfléchis... plus je pense que jamais je pourrai être totalement sereine en te voyant partir. Il faut juste que j'aprenne à vivre avec cette angoisse pour la gérer et ne pas la laisser me pourrir.
Il embrasse mon front puis descend sur chacune de mes joues jusqu'à couvrir mon visage de baisers. Il glisse jusqu'à mon oreille...
-Dis-moi ce qu'il te faut pour que ce soit plus supportable. N'hésite jamais à me parler même si ce n'est pas facile. Je peux tout entendre venant de toi. Je sais qu'on a des exemples peu encourageants sous les yeux... rien que quand je vois Éric et comment son couple a tourné...
Il me serre fort contre lui et je l'étreins à mon tour.
-Je refuse que cela nous arrive. Je sais qu'on ne maîtrise pas tout et que les choses évoluent de façon étrange mais j'ai passé bien assez de temps loin de toi. Je suis prêt à te menotter au lit pour te garder près de moi...
-Hum inspecteur, ne seriez-vous pas en train d'abuser de votre autorité ?
Je sens que cette discussion nous a fait du bien et que je suis plus légère. Les mains de mon cher inspecteur se promènent dans mon dos et descendent de plus en plus alors qu'il plonge ses lèvres dans mon cou. J'aurais pu rire devant la situation précédente : lui en uniforme et moi nue sous mon tablier, en train de parler sérieusement. Mais au final, on a laissé tomber nos barrières, notre stress du quotidien et là on peut juste profiter.
-Nath... il faudrait peut-être surveiller la pizza non? Ça commence à sentir super bon...
Il desserre son étreinte légèrement et soupire.
-J'imagine qu'il vaut mieux éviter de faire cramer l'appartement...
-Oui et reprendre des forces c'est pas plus mal. Parce qu'après je compte bien utiliser les menottes sur toi.
-Tu vas utiliser mes menottes contre moi? C'est la honte pour un flic de se faire avoir de cette façon...
Je me mets sur la pointe des pieds pour murmurer à son oreille...
-Je te promets de bien les utiliser, tu n'auras pas à regretter et peut-être même que tu en redemanderas...
Je me dirige vers le four pour en extraire la pizza et l'amener à table. Nath me dévore des yeux et je vois bien que ma proposition lui donne envie de remettre le repas à plus tard. Je ne me démonte pas et fais le service. Il finit par me rejoindre à table et je dois me retenir de glousser comme une lycéenne. Le reste de la soirée s'annonce excellent et finit de tourner la page sur ces jours d'anxiété.
I don’t like this because I was waiting for the part where Nath realises how Candy feels about him and wins her heart 😭😭😭 they should be together!
but besides this little detail it’s beautiful ❤️
Sober - A CandyXNath songfic
this was heavily inspired by a conversation I had with @imjustsomebodyelse. I’ll still do the collab piece with “Undrunk”, but I thought this song also fitted the theme so well!
And also, I did this because of a request I received on my askbox, so thank you anon!
The song is Sober, by Selena Gomez
-x-
Candy took another shot, hoping that the burning taste of vodka would take her sorrow away, and turned around to look at the crowd. By then, should be studying for the upcoming exam, but her mind could only focus on the face that approached her.
Damn, he was the last person she wanted to see at the moment. After all, he was the reason she was there, drinking all by herself in a corner of the Snake Bar. She couldn’t blame him, though. This place was his second home, of course he’d be there that night.
“Hey.” Nath took a seat in the barstool next to her and quickly ordered a drink for both of them, as she had already finished hers. “So, how’s college?”
“Good. How’s… Everything?”
“Fine, I guess.”
They stayed silent, Candy’s heart growing more sad with every second that passed. How did their love turn into this cold, lifeless relation?
We fall for each other at the wrong time
Only for a moment but I don’t mind
Guess I don’t know where to draw the line. the line, the line
We’re playing the same game every night
She vividly remembered high school, their relationship back then was pure bliss. When she moved, all she wanted was to stay with him. Be with him. And then, four years later, she got back. The consequences of her actions, however, would mark her until the present moment.
Candy tried to restore what they had, god knows she did, but his heart was stone cold. He didn’t react anymore to her touch, his words were always sarcastic.
It took months for him to be his friend again and, even though she wanted more, she was content with that. But, then, one night, he made a proposition, one that she should never have accepted.
Being friends with benefits with Nath was something absurd. She loved him, more than anything, and reducing her dreams of a life with him to some casual hook ups would slowly kill her.
But she said yes. Every damn time, Candy said yes. She could blame the alcohol, but she’d be fooling herself. Her love for him made her accept this crumb of affection. But he fucked her so good and made her feel things that nobody else ever did.
Up in the clouds, yeah you know how to make me want you
When we come down, I know, yeah I know it’s over
That was why she pulled him closer once again and sealed their lips in a kiss. He took her into his apartment, where their drunk bodies became one, roughly pounding into the mattress. When she noticed it, another night had been passed in his bed.
You don’t know how to love me when you’re sober
When the bottle’s done you pull me closer
You’re saying all the things that you’re supposed to
But you don’t know how to love me when you’re sober
Candy opened her eyes and immediately recognized the bedroom where she was. The sound of running water caught her ears, he was in the shower. Quickly, she got dressed and caught her phone to see if anyone contacted her during the night. There was only one message from Chani, an answer to her previous one.
“You deserve better”, it said.
She was about to answer when Nath returned to the bedroom in a towel. He opened the wardrobe and started to look for clean clothes in silence. Not a single kiss, caress or word.
Why’s it so different when we wake up?
Same lips, same kiss, but not the same touch
Don’t you know you’re doing just enough, but not enough?
But I know what’s next and I want so much
She left the apartment soon after, feeling emptiness fill her up. Her optimistic side told her that one day he’d be ready to love her again, she’d just have to wait. But how much of herself would she lose until then? Was her suffering worth it?’
I know I should leave, I know I should, should, should
But your loves too good, your loves too good, good, good
I know I should leave, I know I should, should, should
But your loves too good, your loves too good, good, good
She never felt this much love for anyone as she did for him. The moments they spent together before were magical. They were a dream come true. But since she came back, he wasn’t the same. Maybe she should accept the truth: perhaps it wasn’t meant to be.
You don’t know how to love me when you’re sober
When the bottle’s done you pull me closer
You’re saying all the things that you’re supposed to
But you don’t know how to love me when you’re sober
As she walked to her dorm, Candy typed a quick message to Nath. As she pressed the ‘send’ button, a part of her died, but at least she did what she had to do.
“I’m sorry, but I can’t do this anymore”
You’ve got a hold on me
You’re like a wasted dream
I give you everything
But you don’t know how to love me when you’re sober
Snowed in (Candy x Rayan)
question of the day: why does Tumblr randomly delete asks? no idea, so sorry again @vanillaamoursucrethings for answering you like this 😔 thank god I copied it out
“May I humble ask for 6. Snowed in and 14. Keeping warm by the fire with Rayan? 😍😍 Thank you!!“
thank you for your request, it really means a lot! I hope I won’t disappoint ❤️ tho it’s really short vshdkjlk
Send me winter prompts!
Word count: 386
Candy’s P. O. V.
Is there a better feeling than watching the snow fall while you're sitting next to a cosy fireplace? Because I don't think there is. I sipped my hot chocolate as I listened to the TV, but my eyes were on my lover in the kitchen.
Rayan and I rented a cottage in the mountains for the holidays. It was great to have a little time off with just the two of us. Our first day started off calmly, with just getting accustomed to the new place. However, as the night started to fall, the snowing got more and more serious, and the weather forecast didn't sound too encouraging either.
"...we can expect that in the next couple of days heavy snowing will rea..."
With a sigh, I turned it off then headed to the kitchen. Rayan greeted me with a radiant smile when I got in. He put my empty mug down, then took my face in his hands and pressed a kiss on my lips. I remained silent for a while, but he knew me so well.
"Is the storm troubling you?" he asked sweetly. I nodded and let him wrap his hands around me. The thought of staying quiet and enjoying his embrace flashed through my mind, but somehow I still admitted in a low voice:
"I've never been in a snow storm in my life."
I heard him chuckle, but he cleared his throat and forced a serious face when he saw that I was a bit grumpy. He pressed a kiss on my nose as a way of apology.
"Sorry for laughing, that was just too cute." I couldn't be angry at him of course, we were both smiling at this point. "Back to the subject, there's nothing to be afraid of. We're not on the road or out in the nature. We won't get hurt, I promise."
The storm came of course, but nothing happened to us, true to his reassurance. For some reason the thought of sleeping terrified me, so we both stayed awake the whole night. The fire in the furnace burnt down, but the embers were giving out warmth for quite a time. Sitting on the carpet, drinking hot chocolate and sharing our childhood stories about our first snow, the storm was the last thing on my mind.
i made a generator for yall to see what ur genders are
Living together with the UL / LL LIs
this sucks so much vufgsehdkj I’m sorry everyone who had high hopes
Hyun:
Hyun adores his job, so don’t be surprised if he’s elbow-deep in flour when you get home
he does know where work ends and private life starts, and he can be very sweet without baking cakes 🥰
if you have to be apart from each other for some reason, he won’t check on you every 5 minutes (he knows you better than think that you’re incapable of living on your own) but he appreciates if you still send him an “I arrived safely” message or something
there’s no such thing as too much food. he likes eating just as much as he enjoys the cooking process itself
random movie nights? random movie nights. no horror tho (Hyun says it’s for your sake, but you know the truth...)
Priya:
I firmly believe that Priya is a little spoon and no one can change my mind. even if she’s taller, she just melts if you hug her tightly, wrapping her in your arms
despite this cutie appearance she’s a badass and is not afraid to kick someone’s ass. someone bothers you in a bar? boom Priya’s there like some kind of superhuman
her job is really important to her tho and sometimes she doesn’t choose the right moment to express that
fights with her are as passionate as lovemaking, and at first she might not admit if she’s wrong out of pride. at the end of the day you make peace of course, maybe with a little massage to convince the more stubborn one...
Rayan:
Rayan is one of those typical people who don’t have the heart to wake you up, and just rather watch you sleep. you might get a little grumpy about it later, but he doesn’t feel guilty. at all
in my head Marina is non-extistent, but apart from her some other female students seem to be interested in him. it’s canon that poor bae is oblivious to this, so sometimes you have to take matters in your own hands
despite not being his student anymore you often visit him in his office, but you never sit in on one of his classes (you would just divert his attention anyway ^^)
Rayan appreciates you very much but sometimes he gets so lost in his work, you have to tell him that it’s time to eat / sleep / etc
there are occasions where long lost child in him wakes up and he gets enthusiastic about really random things
I know that Christmas (or even December) is not here yet, but I wanted to share this prompt list in advance! Feel free to send any number (even more if you want to) and any pairing for me to write!
Fandoms: My Candy Love, Eldarya, Moonlight Lovers, Choices
Christmas/Winter prompts!!
Yes I know it’s November but I am super excited so I couldn’t resist!! (Plus I wanted to make my own prompt list for a while!)
These are all based on wintery/Christmassy things, there are a couple of situations, Christmas song titles and just winter goodness in here!!
Feel free to reblog or prompt me!
1. Ice Skating 2. Christmas Carolling 3. Under the Mistletoe 4. Ugly Matching Christmas Sweater 5. Egg Nog 6. Snowed in 7. Putting up the Christmas lights 8. Hot Chocolate 9. White Christmas 10. Believing in Santa 11. Cutting down the tree 12. Christmas shopping 13. Snow Angels 14. Keeping warm by the fire 15. Snowball fights 16. Scarves 17. Making Christmas Cookies 18. Catching a cold 19. Traditional Christmas Dinner 20. Writing a letter to Santa 21. Sleigh ride 22. Wrapping presents 23. Making a snowman 24. Getting into the Christmas spirit 25. Rudolph the Red nose Reindeer 26. ‘Bah humbug’ 27. Frostbite 28. Gloves 29. ‘It’s too cold’ 30. Snow storm 31. ‘This is way too much food’ 32. I’ll be home for Christmas 33. Finding hidden Christmas presents 34. Snowflakes 35. Decorating the tree 36. Slipping on ice 37. ‘It’s too warm for snow’ 38. The night before Christmas 39. Secret Santa 40. Singing Christmas songs loudly 41. Finding the perfect present 42. Christmas morning 43. Silent night 44. The Holiday season 45. Christmas elves 46. Family traditions 47. Meeting Santa Claus 48. ‘My car broke down in the snow’ 49. Putting the Angel on top of the tree 50. Christmas movies
Hi! if you want to, could you bless us with a few Rayan headcanons? As in, i've been thinking how the story would be if he had a child with Cloe(?) before she died? And speaking of children, how would bring-your-child-to-work day be with Rayan? With his and May's kids or the before-canon child?
Hey, of course!! This is definitely one of my favorite type of asks to answer actually!
I thought about it before, I admit, sometimes I think about how it would be if he had a kid with Chloe before meeting Candy and was a single parent for the last 7 years (in mclul).
Let’s suppose the kiddo was just a baby when she died, so he/she wouldn’t know about their mom, they would know that Rayan is always alone, giving him best as a single parent and still trying to make something of his career. Then one day the kiddo would meet Candy, hit off with her right off the bat and finding her fun to be around, THEN the kid would realize that Rayan also enjoy her company and procced to create plans to make them bond kkkkkk
A little bit like “Definitely, maybe” with Ryan Reynolds (I love that movie), in which the kid of the story just wants her father to be happy, even if it’s without their mom (even if in this case, Rayan’s daughter/son would’ve grown up without really knowing Chloe or missing her properly, just missing the idea of her and having a mom, so they would accept the situation better).
It would be a kid around 7 years old, maybe that would just really enjoy Candy’s company and see in her someone that would care, that could make both them and their father happy and be a family.
I think from Candy’s side and Rayan’s side it would be another uncertainty, another reason to be careful and hesitant, but at the same time, it would also be another thing they would bond over.
Because, I really think that a kid wouldn’t get in the way at all, that they would pass over their doubts (like they actually did canonly in mclul) and be together regardless. If anything, if done right, it could bring them even closer together.
I love picturing “bring-your-child-to-work day” kkkkk part of me believes that Rayan wouldn’t do it super often, maybe every once in a week or even less, maybe more during the exams or during one of his famous field classes.
Melody would be out of a job in those days, because the kid would definitely be Rayan’s little assistant, knowing as much about modern art as a kid around 7 to 6 years could possibly know (May’s and Rayan’s oldest daughter is around 6 years old). All the female students would be dying with cuteness because Rayan would be the proudest and a very caring father, the type that is always watching the kid even while explaining something complex and not losing his focus.
And of course, any kid with Rayan’s genes wouldn’t just have his flawless looks, but also a smart take out in any situation, countless pop references to do, and even a cute sense of maturity charming at most, so they would definitely be a success around the campus. I will always say that kkkkkk always.
In my personal hc Lilly is the one that mostly goes with him, since Daisy is just a baby and May is very protective of her, but I think when Daisy gets around 3/4 years, he would bring her sometimes too, even both of them, since Lilly would be around 9/10 years old.
And I can imagine that this only happens strictly when he is giving notes or receiving papers - sometimes when he is showing a film to the room and it is something that the girls can watch. Because, if he brings both of them ready to give a full 2/3 hours class and expect them to be quiet and well behaved during such long period of time, it wouldn’t end well xD not when they’re together. Maybe with Lilly alone and older, but not with a baby Daisy around like that.
I hope you liked my answer, I feel kinda rusty in answering those kinds of asks G-G it’s been a while since the last time someone asked for headcanons.
I’m sorry for not posting any writings these days 😔 I have way too many drafts and ideas that I can’t finish
but! I realised that I have only done a “living with the HSL boys” headcanon, so be ready for a UL / LL LI version soon! (tho I’ll leave out Castiel and Nathaniel ofc)
nathaniel university life quotes headers.
lile and credit @arendeiis on twitter :)
this is a test, they are simple headers and if i have a good engagement i do the other routes and also post in english and portuguese. <3
“i never wanted all of us to fall apart. i hope it’s not too late for us to come back together” day 1 + 3 + 4 (your MC, favorite relationship, villains)
I wish Josephine had had the chance to overcome her past and make up with her granddaughter
aesthetic for @it-lives-week
nathaniel lockscreens.
🎨 art cr: choiizzy on instagram.
like and credit @arendeiis on twitter :).
Hey guys I know this isn’t the most proper place to do this but I admittedly just want to get this going somewhere, but if any of you are able to share this it’d be greatly appreciated. My roommate recently had emergency surgery and had previously lost her job due to covid. She’s been scraping by doing commissions up till now but with the surgery and the pain she was in prior to the surgery, she’s been unable to do any work for a few weeks now.
Also if any of y’all donate submit/dm me a message with your receipt and I’ll try to draw/doodle something for you ;v;)/
Some examples of draws I’ve done —v
the accidental ship aka Armin/Jade
+ armin does not want to hike. jade wants to hike. armin complains he does not have boots. jade buys boots. armin still does not want to hike. jade says he can borrow some of his clothes and they’ll have a picnic in the woods. armin agrees to go hiking.
+ (jade’s voice cracks) “aha nerd” “SHUT UP armin i’m going through my second puberty”
+ jade loves wearing weird 80s inspired sweaters and wool shirts. he basically dresses like a hippie and owns too many turtle neck and beanies. armin only owns nerd hoodies and will gladly steal anything that will fit him.
+ jade eases armin into outdoor activities so it’s not a big shock of really intense stuff that send him back further in his cave. he encourages armin to get a little more sun, vitamin d will help with his mood, he promises.
+jade owns a lot of plants and names every single one of them. he introduced every one of them to armin. when he gets a new one he’ll send him a picture and ask what its name should be.
+ they definitely smoke weed together from time to time. jade gets really giggly when he’s high and just tells the most absurd stories to make armin laugh.
+ their first kiss probably happened while they were coming down from a high together and were both very very tired and it just seemed to be the next natural move to make.
+ jade isn’t a big gamer but he sure plays stardew valley and animal crossing and also tried his hand with the sims. playing with someone just makes it even more fun. they end up playing with a big family living on a farm raising chickens. armin shows him all the cheats.
+ jade is a very chill and sweet, and he can sense sometimes when armin is particularly stressed out and bottling it up, or when his add is acting up, and he just needs to be grounded. jade is very good at that.
+ armin helps him take care of some things in the garden, and take care of his own plants too. he always finds himself smiling when he surprises jade talking to one of them. he says it’s good to talk to inanimate things because you’re sure that they’re listening.
+ similarly, when jade gets random bouts of dysphoria (ding dong i hc jade is trans) and is just not in the mood, armin will him his space but still make sure that if he needs to talk, armin will be the inanimate object that he can be sure will listen.
+ jade was 5’7 before starting T and ended up at just a little more than 5’8, and now being almost as tall as armin. he jokes that if only he could get another inch they could settle the Height War
+ neither of them are morning people. well, jade a little more than armin, he’ll most likely get up before 9, but he’s also more likely to take a nap in the afternoon. he’s given up trying to get armin up before 11 on days off.
+ armin learns to like being outside a little more; he learns that he love most of all taking walks at night with jade, when the grass is wet and the air is cool, when the stars shows and they keep their voices down because everything else around them is silent.
mcl crushes X brazilian candy
(warning: some of them are NSFW)
Castiel:
He wasn’t used to listening other music styles than rock, but because of her he would start liking Funk. It was impossible resisting to that beat!
Sometimes, she would put a random song on the speaker they’d dance to it. He’d even ask her to teach some moves.
Would be absolutely traumatized when she told him the meaning of the lyrics of a couple of songs, though.
“What does ‘Cai de boca no meu bucetão’ mean?”
Candy would laugh so hard at his oblivious face.
He’d love when she spoke random words in Portuguese in moments of anger or concentration, it was so adorable
Would make sure Crowstorm went to Brazil during one of its tours, he had heard that brazilian fans were one of the most excited ones. Also, he would love to visit her mother land!
Nathaniel:
Would love her accent
It was so beautiful…
One of his favorite things in the bedroom (apart from handcuffs) would be hearing her swear in Portuguese. The sonority was too damn sexy!
He would be so interested in her culture and hearing stories about her childhood would leave him wanting to go there. He’d even start to save some money for their next vacation.
Candy would show him so many memes and they’d get into an argument about which country was the best in making them.
Priya:
One of their plans would be to, once they got some financial stability, go there -probably in February because of Carnaval-. Priya found the colorful fantasies and party spirit so amazing!
Candy would absolutely teach her how to dance funk hahaha
imagine them twerking in the living room
Rap da Felicidade would be one of her favorite songs because of the way it criticized police brutality
They both would rant about how much they hate Bolsonaro and everything related to him
Also, brigadeiro on movie nights >>>
Rayan:
He’d totally binge watch a couple of novelas with her, specially the historical ones! He found the acting so good and it was truly a valid form of art
Would also love to surprise her by speaking a couple of words in Portuguese he had recently learnt, like meu amor, dengo e xuxu (cute ways to call your lover)
And I’m not even gonna talk about his feelings when learning about the Mari Ferrer case and how it made him think of his own.
Absolutely would learn more about Brazil’s culture, specially art, of course.
Hyun:
They’d bond so much over the fact that both came from other countries, sharing their experiences and talking about their home lands.
Hyun would love brazil’s food. Pão de queijo, churrasco, feijoada and all the candies would leave him drolling
And he’d insist on meeting her family, even if they didn’t live in France. He’d find some way to organize a dinner with them!
Also, whenever someone around him said something dumb like “oh, Brazil is such an exotic country” or “Rio is close to Amazonia, isn’t it?” he’d correct them. He knew Candy hated those kind of stereotypes about her land as much as him about his own.
my writing masterlist
- not up to date since March 8, 2021. check out this instead -
Eldarya
headcanons:
being a father; being jealous; his reaction to Guardian sacrificing herself (Guardian x Lance)
crying; bathing / showering; soft spot / weakness (Guardian x Nevra)
crying; what turns him on (Guardian x Lance)
cuddling (Guardian x Lance)
cuddling; kissing; touching (Guardian x Leiftan)
cuddling; training; touching (Guardian x Nevra)
fighting; undressing; what turns him on (Guardian x Nevra)
first date; awkward moment (Guardian x Lance)
first kiss; bathing / showering (Guardian x Lance)
first kiss; first time; being jealous (Guardian x Nevra)
first time; pregnancy / birth (Guardian x Lance)
injured; domestic life (Guardian x Lance)
injured; pregnancy / birth; domestic life (Guardian x Nevra)
kissing; favourite types of kissing (Guardian x Nevra)
soft spot / weakness; pregnancy / birth; favourite types of kissing; domestic life (Guardian x Ezarel)
soft spot / weakness; touching (Guardian x Lance) NSFW
touching; favourite type of kissing (Guardian x Lance)
one-shots:
day of forgiveness (OC x Lance)
Valentine’s day 2021 continuation: Lance - Leiftan - Nevra
My Candy Love
fanfictions:
drive away 1. (Candy x Nathaniel)
headcanons:
awkward moment; pregnancy / birth (Candy x Lysander)
crying; sleeping (Candy x Castiel)
cuddling; bathing / showering; first time (Candy x Rayan)
cuddling; kissing; touching; what turns him on (Candy x Castiel)
injured; first time (Candy x Nathaniel)
living together with the HSL boys
living together with the UL / LL LIs
pregnancy / birth; domestic life; being a father (Candy x Castiel)
sleeping; pregnancy / birth (Candy x Armin)
soft spot / weakness (Candy x Nathaniel)
one-shots:
“alone with your thoughts” (Candy x Castiel)
alternative ending for episode 6 - continuation (Candy x Rayan) NSFW
dared to kiss a stranger (Candy x Kentin)
“I’ll be home for Christmas” (Candy x Castiel)
kinktober 2020 day 2 and 4 - fingering and eating out (Candy x Castiel) NSFW
kinktober 2020 day 21 - blindfolds (Candy x Rayan) NSFW
kinktober 2020 day 31 - car sex (Candy x Eric) NSFW
proposing and pregnancy (Candy x Nathaniel)
shortie (Candy x Nathaniel) NSFW
snowed in (Candy x Rayan)
summer event 2020 - my rewrite
the perfect gift (Candy x Rayan)
that whole server is a hot mess, but I love it there 😅❤️
Thank you, @draconess-tania and @imjustsomebodyelse for the best conversation I had on this server
Take a moment to admire the reactions Lisa put in the text
LISA COULD YOU STOP MAKING HLARIOUS COMMENTS FOR THE LOVE OF GOD
Yes, I couldn’t resist
The whole conversation could be summed up by this:
