Look I Love Unconditional Devotion Love Stories As Much As The Next Person, But There's Really Something

There was a new colleague at work today and at her first day she immediately tried to boss me around??? Sorry to all other people named Karen but her name is also Karen.

最近扫Ze的ao3 tag

简中人喜欢借这机会夹带点对此地的讽刺

英语人有讽刺美国和乌国的，有讽刺俄国和观众的

俄语人恨透了Ze

乌语人真的很喜欢那位顾问

Ficbook上有个人恨泽却在扫tag......

每次出发的前几晚必定会骂我

给翻看旧帖的自己：千万不要再回国。记得这次回国回家的遭遇有多难受。身体+精神+work受到多少影响。

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ahhhhhhhhh

they wish us to fight it out to the death BECOMING ELIZABETH - coming June 2022

this is another scene that absolutely lights my brain on fire -

There's a lot going on here and imo the way Felix reacts to Annabel talking shit about Oliver is SO telling from a characterization standpoint. Like Annabel is essentially telling him "no one likes your boy bestie and the girls think he's weird." It's so interesting because Felix doesn't necessarily *defend* Oliver here, he doesn't enlighten her to his tragic backstory, doesn't tell her "actually he's really inspirational because you don't know what he's gone through to be here." He instead just gently chastises her for being harsh and snobby and then....the next scene is literally Felix fucking her while Oliver watches. THIS IS INSANE LOL. So much to unpack.

First of all, it's definitely worth mentioning that Felix DOES hype Oliver up to the people who truly matter to him (his parents, his sister, etc). Like Elspeth is fully aware of Oliver's tragic and triumphant backstory before Oliver even arrives. She's also been told that Oliver is intelligent and handsome ("I told you he wasn't a minger" said looking so pleased with himself for bringing a handsome boy home LOL). Venetia has also clearly heard all about how much Felix likes Oliver ("oh I see why Felix likes you so much.") These statements put what happens here with Annabel in a very unique context. It's almost like...Felix doesn't want to share these amazing things about Oliver with his peer group at school. We talk all the time about Oliver gatekeeping Felix but not enough about how Felix is kinda gatekeeping Oliver, especially from the girls at Oxford. Felix doesn't want irrelevant people at Oxford knowing how amazing Oliver is because Felix wants Oliver and his inspirational achievements all to himself. Hm it's almost like Felix and Oliver BOTH struggle with boundaries bc they're both terminally obsessed with each other lol.

What happens after this scene is enough to make me clinically insane LOL. The cutaway is literally Oliver bricked up about to cum untouched while crying and watching as Felix fucks the girl who was just talking shit about him!! The rituals are SO intricate here hahah. In my mind - it's almost like Felix is getting off to the fact that this girl doesn't know about his little secrets with Oliver. She's only allowed to see the most surface levels of him and Felix is literally turned on by the fact that other people don't have access to Oliver the way he does. He'll leave the blinds open while he fucks her in plain sight BUT he won't share even the most basic details about his close relationship with Oliver. He keeps Oliver all for himself but lets the world see him fucking Annabel. It's an insane metaphor honestly and so telling as to what is sacred vs. what's meaningless to Felix. Felix doesn't want to share Oliver just as much as Oliver doesn't want to share Felix. Two sides of the same coin imo, just expressed differently!

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耳机里是《侯斯顿之恋》：

观赏你寄居这个美丽地球玲珑剔透

离侯斯顿 山长与水远

其实有差距没有

即使我如今一个漫游

都想对你讲祝你快乐未来前程锦绣

只是脑海闪过有关《黑暗中漫舞》的念头就本能地要避开心痛

为什么封面图只有R，演员表只有S

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Ok also please look at the TV credits mark gatiss chose to include in the program. Keep telling yourself this king but we won’t forget