Omg Maybe Life Is Worth Living [i Had A Decent Day] —> I Cannot Be Saved [the Slightest Inconvenience

me when being in a relationship doesn’t make me want to live forever and cure me of my depression

been feeling like this bitch lately

how I crave to feel loved and enjoyed. I want to feel as though my presence is desired and beloved. I want my heart to feel full. but it's not about what I want. this is exactly what I deserve. I am hideous and vile. I am gross and deceitful. apathetic and unlovable, just as it was intended.

crying and sobbing bc at the end of the day all i want is a partner who is sweet to me and thinks of me fondly

watching another person with bpd also lose themselves to limerence..

I always feel that I'm being taken for granted by my loved ones, but the real problem is that I allow them to do so, I've ruined things for myself, I am easily approachable and accessible, that's why I get treated this way. I always thought being there for others is a nice thing but in reality it sucks, you lose your value in that process, i wish to not to be taken for granted for actually caring for my loved ones and being easy only for them, someday someone might actually understand me and take me seriously and not some kind of joke. I just wish to be treated right and not for granted