Sitting Around Waiting To Be Messaged And Flirted With And Paid Attention To

im really just an abandoned dog at this point

i should be put down

watching my close friends live their life normally hurts so much because i wanted to achive things too. seeing them study what they want and actually can do it, get what they want, not having any problems in life, good family, and etc... and then there is me whos life is just a whole failure. it makes me wanna kms more when i hear how their life is normal and good. because i will never have a life like theirs. and before eveything, i wont see the world like them again. i lost my spark. i feel empty all the time and i dont find any meaning in living. i cant enjoy even little things like them anymore. i wish i was them. but i'm not. i'll just die in this darkness, alone with my all thoughts. there is no chance for me to see the world same again.

scoliosis

Am I not good enough for you?

the intimacy of knowing what someone's hands feel like

"So you're a people pleaser? Let's flip this around. You're a person too. Please yourself."

Actual quote from my coworker today. And man did that hurt.

I envy selfish people. Do you know how exhausting it is to always worry about other people and their feelings even if it’s at your own expense?

normalize having favorites. in fact, normalize me being your favorite. normalize loving me more than you’ve ever loved anyone else. please please please please please please

i need to pull a boy close by his belt loops and kiss him so hard he sees stars