I've Finally Broken My Issue Wall And Drew AM (and His Humanized Version)

Happy New year guys! 🥂 🎉

hope it'll burn with luck, prosperity and stability! stay determined <3

Happy birthday to me, my old ass is now 19, anyway b-day art will be posted soon.

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Info before you'll begin searching around here + Disclaimer/DNI

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And even if nobody would really look at this blog, I'll do it either way- Like, as much as I wish to be noticed or get some interest in all concepts I would love to write about and do art/characters/ about it, there's no particular reason to hold expectations somebody will notice. Yet, it doesn't stop me from my ambitions to write about everything here, post my art, you name it. The point is, why do I even write about this? Mostly to keep myself self conscious about why not to hold any bigger hopes, if all what's Tumblr is for me, it's a tool and storage in one. I don't sit in social 24/7, simply because I have better things to do (also many responsibilities, job, school, getting driver licence ತ⁠_⁠ತ)

Either way, if you come across my account and stay longer I'll be more than happy to gain your attention, however don't force yourself, everything I post here is for both me and everyone else, even if the second one wasn't much planned here. Comment, repost, like, follow or do none of that, I don't mind. Stay here or continue your wander on the internet, your choice bud, but if you'll ever choose to stay and follow my art journey, the feeling that has lost its own creator might've come back one day. I hope, I will finally flourish in my own eyes.

"What's precious is the first few seconds our eyes will focus on here, rest doesn't much matter."

Also disclaimer here. All drawings, sketches, plot concepts, poems, ect. that will be posted here are created by me, signed with initials as a formal form of creative designation. I insist that you do not steal my work, and if you are inspired by something let me know about it, however the caveat is that I will not take kindly to the fact if you decide to copy my work and post it as your own, it is just purely unfair and I honestly will not chase after such people to challenge them in public, but I certainly want you to ask yourself "Would you want to be treated this way yourself?". Seek the answer to that yourself.

As for my ambitions which I will spill out here on Tumblr, MAY or MAY NOT touch on content along the lines of death, wars, traumas, tragedy, both spiritual and mental, strong emotions, perspectives (here personal) towards society and specific attitudes, in the main when it comes to posts with plot concepts, poems, etc. may be based on actual events because I like history, and weaving it as the main guide to the plot fascinates me. History is governed by its past, not all of it is beautiful and innocent, there will be a lot of inspiration from WW2 and the communist times after the war. As for touching on politics and history.

About it. I do not transcribe knowledge from Wikipedia because it is not the best source for this although the basics are included, for this I use books and friends who study history, who provide me with inspiration to create. As for politics, I won't spout off about MY own beliefs because it's pointless. Everyone has their own ass so let them take care of it, however, to the issue of politics and politicians (mainly past than present) I will refer and describe in an objective and neutral way. Jokes like "German gentleman with a mustache" I will not take as funny, why? Because I myself come from a country that got hit the hardest by the Third Reich during the war, it's a bit like spitting on your own grandfather's grave, you know.

As for people who want to interact, whether through comments, private, public, inquiries or requests, cool I don't mind. I may even decide to do an art request someday, but that's when I have more time. However, when it comes down to it, I am now writing to specific people, please DO NOT INGER WITH THIS ACCOUNT if:

You have extreme, extremist views, and impose them on others.

People asking for NSFW content-please don't, maybe someday I will consider drawing this type of content but for the moment no.

Scammers

Attention seekers (unless you want to get to know each other better that's ok, but don't expect me to be here 24/7.

Proshippers. Simply put, no.

Thieves of my works. Really? Not only do you steal, but you still come back here? It's a bit ridiculous.

AI artist. I don't think I need to explain.

Toxic people. Nope. Not here, we keep family friendly content (as much as possible-)

Minors (unless you're 16, you're allowed here)

PDF (it's not about the file, but the people-), Zoophile, Extreme fetishists, ect.

I guess that's all.

Thx <3 - Chl3p.

I died again lol.

Basically I've come back to use paintoolsai2 again, tbh it's hard to switch from using the Photoshop to other program ( also Sai2 has some issues with my tablet :/ mainly issues with keyboard shortcuts)

To the first OC I've made I wrote name ideas for him (giving a character a name is like -_-) I would be grateful for advice which one I should choose or any other ideas are welcome too (⁠人⁠ ⁠•͈⁠ᴗ⁠•͈⁠)

(Down there names I've written for the first OC art, cause somebody could barely read my shitty hand drawing)

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•Timmy

•Aron

•Melvin

•Nero

•Leo

Thank you for giving a little attention at my art! :3

Late night sketching :3

I know it's not something to look at but my fear pals told me that my OC (first three arts) Angst Looks like a girlboss (which she's one >:V).

My dumb ass figured out what the miro app is, whiteboard stuff started the chaos :3 gn my pookies<3

I HAVE COME BACK :3

Aaaaand got my lazy butt to draw finally ffs -_-

Basically it's another OC but also an antagonist for AU I keep as "work in progress", since I could've drawn the whole background for the lore, develop the characters, yeah- I got a lot to do with it

Her name is Marie, and there, as cool and friendly as she looks, this 🅱️ is the essence of Nietzsche's, Schopenhauer's and other Existentialist mentality. As much as I like this art, it's basically a sketch -_- sadly I cannot find any time to do lineart. But yea- I'll probably go deeper with exploring this character in all. Hope my brain will continue braining.

I'll continue writing the whole lore of her's, maybe in the next post there's going to be more about her. No promises when I'll post it, but I will.

ayo I've finally done ship art ocxcanon

Damn, I need to start learning how to colour. My line art is goat, but colouring naaah-

Btw the character on the left (OC) will be more developed in future, and so I'll post more art with her. For now, I'll let her enjoy the moment with a hot bartender ;3.

Her name is Melissa.

Anyway byeya~ (⁠≧⁠▽⁠≦⁠)

Yo guys, it's finally here ♡⁠(⁠Ӧ⁠ｖ⁠Ӧ⁠｡⁠)

Hey Louis, I'm a magical girl, he he he he he~

Gonna post art soon! Wish ya a good day/night :3

So yeah, that's the first thing I've posted here. Tbh, I gave no assurance that I'll be posting frequently. I have a skill issue when it comes to socials :/

Anyway, here's my OC/self insert from TF2 (I am not a medic main, usually I play with Demoman or Soldier. Also there's many Medic simps, and so do I :3)