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So a few days ago it was basically new years for me

Update: found the term, you were correct!

Here's the link to what I found (link)

It’s so great to see anothe polymorph/shapeshifter who also has MaDD (I think the term for those is Xenreve if I’m not mistaken?)

May I ask about your kin experience while also having MaDD?

I don't know, maybe? To be fair I didn't know there was a term for that-

I'll look into it though, so if anyone has links-

It's a bit special, because I'm pretty sure I was a dog therian before anything else, but now it's shifted to being my main form as a shapeshifter.

I've daydreamed for as long as I can remember, and I don't mean the normal amount obviously: it's always been, and still is, a coping mechanism for me, dare I say the one I default too (art is a close second though, and I often mi the two).

As a note, my daydreaming hasn't been maladaptive for the last few years, but I still say I have madd. It's chronic the way I see it: if I'm not careful, it could become pathological again. Now i don't have to be careful all the time, but when I feel particularly bad I have to consciously use other ways to cope along with daydreaming, otherwise it still has a tendency to take over.

I like saying that until a few years back, I was fully living in my head. I had pretty much no life outside of my daydreams. And living fully in your daydreams for that long has had some interesting effects on my psyche and identity.

I've come to realise that I lived through my paraself because of multiple reasons, the main one being masking and being terrified to stop.

I mask way less now, and that's led to me feeling like my paraself, except reverse isekai'd: I barely have any memories outside of my daydreams until the years I "got out of my head", so it feels like being dropped from my world, the one I lived in 95% of the time, into this one.

Since my world is very much full of magic, there's a lot that didn't quite transfer to this body.

In source, I'm a shapeshifter. My constels and main forms are linked to this too: they're the forms I liked to take the most and the things I was and/or related to.

Now I also used to have magic. I could heal with it and create illusions. (I could also bend the elements a bit, but healing and illusions were my main ones).

I discovered earlier in childhood here witchcraft and forms of healing, and I've edged around it for a while (the healing methods, I've been practising witchcraft in this verse ever since I discovered it), but this year I've started learning to heal! It's not quite how it worked for me, but it's similar enough that it makes me really happy to be able to do so again.

For the illusion part, I've found performance arts the closest thing to it. I used to incorporate my magic into my art a lot, and I feel very connected to Everything when I'm performing, it's really euphoric.

That's all I can think about for now ahah, but I might reblog this with additions if I think of any ^^

In any case, thank you so much for the ask anon!! I love yapping and this was such an interesting and lovely question to answer <3

What I'm wearing right now: soft and comfy Halloween themed pajamas (the top is orange with black sleeves and a ghost on the front with the words "I'm so faboolous"; the pants are orange withlittle ghosts with different expressions all over them) as well as black The Nightmare Before Christmas fluffy slippers

What I wish I was wearing right now: I'd just add one of those lavish kinda see-through robes with long flowy sleeves (a black one)

My situation/place right now: at home, sitting at my desk, going to write for my art challenges with a coffee by my side and a light breeze flowing through the window

Favourite style all around: I can't really pinpoint one style, I wear things to express myself, I see my style as another part of my art, yk? I'll go from punk/grunge to cutesy pastels passing by goth, steampunk, decora, that-style-the-witchy-uncle/aunt-has-in-movies, you name it.

@sillycyan @trashy-kitty no pressure bubs ^^

Open tag here also, feel free to jump in behind me <3

I’m bored let’s make a reblog chain

what are u wearing rn:

what you wish you’d be wearing (does not matter how expensive or outlandish id be):

what situation/place are you at rn:

favorite clothing style(s) all around:

I’ll begin:

wearing rn: dark green cargo pants, trekking shoes, light blue shirt and dark blue jacket

what I wish I’d be wearing: dark green cargo pants, dark green jacket with more pockets, combat boots

situation rn: traveling

fav style: mix of street ware/millitary esque (comfy and efficient don’t judge me) or dark academia + cottage core

Tagging some ppl to get this started: +OPEN TAGS (if ur tagged feel free to not do it no pressure)

@im-a-sentient-magic-carpet @daggerhobbit

@thecrazyalchemist @enochianghost @just--a--random--human--being @hadoom @uwathebestgirl @pennyroyald @hyperfixationbullshit

@wolffuwu @rp-rs @styxwaow @asters-tempo

This is your green light to spam boop me as much as you want! /g

hai! you seem sososo cool and thank you for the follow :3 I followed you back, I LOVE the aesthetics of your blog :D

Thank you!! <3

Yaaay!

No pressure but thought it would interest you: @sliceoflifeshepard @bardic-tales @sillycyan

Another quiz for if you were a fictional character how would your fandom treat you (if you think your life is too boring to have a fandom just think of yourself as living the domestic!au of some sci-fi or fantasy)

reblog with your results

(screw it what's a fun fact about yourself also @ people I'll go first I'm allergic to myself

@escapetheslaughter

@ugly-astral-taurus

@bees-official

@gremlininthedark

@bloodmoon-da-idiot

@multifandomcutie13 )

Thanks for tagging me @lifenconcepts ! Took the piano lighter :3

I'm so glad I could bring that to you guys omgs 🥺💕

Also I read what I'm tagged in and go through the tags and gosh you're all so talented!!! /g /vpos

Shoutout to @caffeinated-eccentric-polymorph for the daydreamtober prompt list!

This is the most fiction I've written all year!

I keep going back and forth between separating the yapping from my main and ufvgubhniebnuifyvb

I think I'll just put everything back here and imaybe reblog my art to a more organised sideblog if I really want to separate it 🤔

So uh, if during the night posts you'd seen here previously or only on @ceps-pers move here, let's pretend it's normal 👍

Will probably keep the blog for straight up yapping (like this) and have the rest here, cause I don't want it to go unused tbh (or if somebody has another idea of what I could do with it I'll take it tbh-)