Bl00dyl0ver

I’m so scared. You make me so scared. The biggest form of fear to exist, the one involving feelings and expectations.

But we will be ok. We are grown ups. We have survived life this far, we can do this.

Darkness always consumed me. I loved it, and it loved me back.

We have been friends all our lives, and we dance and sleep together every night. It comforts me from the terrible brightness, and hugs me after my scariest nightmares.

I know we will continue to grow old together. And when the day comes I leave this place, I will fall back into it’s arms like the lost lovers we’ve always been.

My life had no meaning without it.

Quiero desmenuzarte en silencio,

saborear cada pensamiento,

con mis dientes en tu carne

convertir tus secretos en mis secretos.

Tu piel, mi mesa; tu sangre, mi vino.

Un brindis a nuestro amor prohibido.

No basta verte, tocarte, sentirte,

quiero llevarte en mis entrañas,

hacerte parte de mí para siempre.

eat me

I don't exist outside of interactions with Him - He is my brain and my world. My heart and my pain. My life and my death. My ghzal diali.

It is absurd, unreasonable and dangerous, but it is true.

I‘d do anything for You. But You don't need to ask, I will mould myself to fit into Your deepest desires on my own accord.

I want my reckless, immediate and dangerous declarations to tear through Your god-like defences.

I want to see You misscalculate me and break that controlled facade. See the surprise in Your words, and most importantly witness Your dangerous mouth swear for me.

I know I did that to You.

I will show You submission like you have never before sir. I will show you obsession like you have never seen my sir. I will surprise you like you've never been surprised my ghzal diali.

I just want to hear you swear again, please please please please please.

I am hamak for you.

- i

Till Death Do Us Part ⚰️