I Go From "i Didn't Deserve The Things That Happened To Me" To "there Is No Suffering That I Do Not Deserve"

Love you guys goodnight

it’s classist. It’s ableist. It’s downright disgusting.

Oh my god I am SO pissed off.

huge huge reminder SELF DIAGNOSIS IS VALIDD!!

huge huge reminder YOU DESERVE YOUR ACCOMMODATIONS EVEN IF YOU CANT GET A PROPER DIAGNOSIS!!

huge huge reminder SELF DIAGNOSIS IS NEVER JUST DOING A QUIZ SELF DIAGNOSED PEOPLE DO THEIR RESEARCH!!

huge huge reminder ANYBODY WHO FAKECLAIMS YOU IS JUST A BITCH!!!!!!!!

it’s really frustrating that I can’t just live, I really hope all of you guys do really well and you all get to meet up and everything I love you all so so much <333

it’s official I deleted this ugly mf off my procreate time to restart and triple my headache

y’all like this???

it’s not finished but I think I’m gonna restart because I hate it

Also curse tumblr and it’s horrible image quality

lord almighty-

SCALLS I WANNA HEAR YOU!!!!

I WANNA LISTEN AND I WANNA KNOW BECAUSE I DONT HAVE IT WORSE AND EVEN IF I DID YOURE STILL SUFFERING AND YOURE STILL MY SIBLING, I LOVE YOU AND I CARE ABOUT YOU SO PLEASE STOP APOLOGIZING FOR SIMPLY EXISTING BECAUSE YOUR EXISTENCE IS MORE THAN WANTED, WE NEED YOU <33

Okay maybe I will drop out of the arts programs if it pisses him off so much. He didn't have to come. I didn't want him to come. And now my mom's actually complaining about it too. What the fuck. I thought she was happy I was doing this shit. I love doing it but they seem to fucking hate it. They didn't have to give me money for food, they didn't have to stay for the concert, they could've told me I wasn't able to go because they didn't want to drive me. They could fucking ban me from theatre and shit. They're the ones who're allowing me to do these things why let me if it just makes you hate me???

*screaming and beating my head against the wall*

AT LEAST SHES NICE SOMETIMES

i go from "i didn't deserve the things that happened to me" to "there is no suffering that I do not deserve" in like 3 seconds

i go from "i didn't deserve the things that happened to me" to "there is no suffering that I do not deserve" in like 3 seconds

just realized eleven year old me sounded like they were straight up flirting with that social worker

ok I think my moms opinions should burn in a comically large electrical fire