My Fictional Characters

such reblog many wows,.... wow

Do you know that feeling, when another persons’ pain hurts you more than your own ? 

When you take bits of their personality, without noticing it and make it your own…

Do you reflect the other person, or does it reflect yourself?

-Of what you want to become or be like ? Surely you dont just do it to “fit in” or just to appeal to someone.

Maybe it is because you want to be more like that person to feel “close”…

What even is closeness? When do you consider someone close.. and why don’t you let anyone get “too close”.

I propably can’t tell you with certainty what kind of person I am, but all I can say is that I know what or who I want to become.

more sketches..

some ideas on “the witch”

I haven’t uploaded stuff for a while so here are some sketches, I do like some of the stylistic choices but I am still going to work on becoming more semi - relistic.  

Done on Paper, from my sketchbook  ( I think 120g/m²) with a 0,5 mechanical HB pen.

Random character day 2 (sketch: 1 hour)

I am not creative...

A little challenge I took: REDO recent stuff, that I actually found “decent”

1. spending less time (therefore no further correction in the end)!

2. I will figure out what I didnt like about the last drawing and change it!

3. Getting out of the comfort zone and try stuff I never did!

Should anyone be allergic to cats (this case “cat - ears”) I will deeply apologize,

but it´s not going to get any better (for you unfortunately :D)... no what I want to say is that I somehow cant stop drawing unecessary cat ears :P

Knowing that I will someday leave my room to actually do something usefull with my life and be a better me, it fills me with determination

ref. to undertale

Ferris from RE:ZERO I DID IT!  

SURELY and easily one of the pieces that took me forever.....

I can't recall how long this took, but 12+ hours wouldnt be too far away.... He is the best Nekotrap and no one is going to convince me otherwise..

[NEW STYLE ? ] I didn’t want any outlines to show up, which made this drawing very difficult as my only tool to seperate everything from each other is colour.

--> I am trying out a painterly - ish rendering style that I saw in a tutorial... guess this “trial” took longer than estimated.....

but it was worth it, I certainly lack a lot of anatomy skills and my perception isn’t at the level where I want it to be, but I am even more fired up to work on it!

If you like him as much as I do, I also made this a wallpaper ^^ : https://www.dropbox.com/s/pvqdwo2yxkpx705/ferris%20wallpaper.jpg?dl=0 enjoy