Post About Mask Of My Own Face By Lemon Demon Cause I’m Bored
Post about Mask of My Own Face by Lemon Demon cause I’m bored
(shtty theory!! Also my view on it, just randomly on a sunday decided to do this 😭)
Huow I see it is someone not feeling comfortable enough about themselves that they need to pretend to be a different person, but everyone associates his face with this personality. ORRR of course it might be masking.
“And I’d dance with all the belles.”
He thinks he’s not good enough to dance with him as his true self.
“None of them would know that I was secretly myself”
They think of “himself” as a different person than he thinks of himself as.
“I’d rob my own apartment and I wouldn’t give a damn.”
He would self-sabotage? I’m not sure about this one.
“I’d blame it on the person nobody knows I am.”
How could they hate someone who ‘doesn’t exist’? Also ties back to self sabotaging?
“I look into my eyeholes, what do I see? A handsome motherf*cker motherf*cking looking right at me.”
Phrased as though it’s a different person. And looking into the eyeholes of the mask; eyes are the gateway to the soul. Saying “handsome” shows it’s not a quality of personality, it’s a physical quality that he thinks will make him a better person. Gods this is a shitty theory I’m sorry 💀
“A mask of my own face, I’d wear that.”
He doesn’t have the same idea of his face as people do of this mask. Or: he wears a mask that isn’t his face, and wants to be himself but is scared of being open.
“I'd wear it on Thanksgiving and I'd laugh in the parade
At all the people hissing, knowing I'm the one they hate.”
“I’m the one they hate”: is he thinking he is that person now? Has he used that persona so much it’s becoming reality?
“And at the big finale I would tear my face away
And smile as they grip their own and try to do the same”
He would tear off his mask, he wouldn’t be that person anymore if nothing mattered. Hypothetical language is used implying that he would do that if he didn’t care.
And everyone else wishes rhey could be themselves but it’s melded into them?? Or they wish it was a persona maybe?
Yeah I’m sorry this was really shitty 💀 open to criticism 😭😭
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dearg le fearg.
that’s it.
just that.
(it means red with anger in Irish by the way!)
thank you, fish. i love you, fish. /p
wow woww they're so pretty. they're so handsome.
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Irishmen and women, Constance Markievicz didn’t fight for nothing. But yeah, i agree with the overall thing. HOW DO THEY NOT CARE? We’re fighting over here in the Sé Chondae (six counties)!!
she's a hero. she should dump her west brit "friends" and become friends with me instead
talking is too easy for others
am i just fucking dumb and horrible at conversation or what
why is it so exhausting
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NOOOOO NOT DARE 😭😭😭
why do i want to grow up?
well, i’m glad you asked!
firstly, antidepressants aren’t recommended to <18s and it’d be incredibly hard to be prescribed any medicine
secondly, the ability to do whatever i want. choose my profession, even if it’s a decision between a shitty job and a shittier job.
thirdly, to come out, i can’t now because-
-fourthly, everyone at school is homophobic. i’d feel more safely gay outside of school.
fifth, i feel chronologically like i am too young to have a proper relationship, and everyone my age is bad anyway. i want a relationship though, probably just cause i want to be someone’s first choice though lmao
sixth, i feel stuck, if that makes sense? i don’t enjoy childhood and want to be in my twenties so i can do stuff, especially without fear of being bullied lmao. i want control over what i do, like i mentioned before.
seventh, social anxiety probably gets better after puberty.
eighth, people will be better after puberty.
ninth, i want to do something with my life. something worthwhile. probably an activist for native people lmao (irish, indigenous, aboriginals etc)
tenth, inconsistency. i want a change in routine.
yes i am aware i will have many more responsibilities, but childhood is not fun for me at ALL
URGENT
links i have compiled to help 🍉!!!
https://gofund.me/fd1faea2
WHY CANT I PUT THE PHONE DOWN AND SLEEP
WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME
omfg I NEED HELP WHAT
i don’t know exactly what this post is for but oh well
i just… picked up a spoon
and took it to room
and now i’m chewing on it
like not in a way that would break it
just chewing on it
is this a symptom of depression or smth lmaoo
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