Margaret Atwood, Morning in the Burned House; from ‘Half-Hanged Mary’
when hayao miyazaki said that true love was two people inspiring each other to live…recognizing just how hard living is, putting one foot in front of the other every day, how easy it is to lose our passion for it…… that’s the real shit
if someone told me they loved me most ardently I wouldn’t be able to function properly ever again
@keuhkopussirotta / fleabag / jamie anderson / holly warburton / richard siken / mitski / aracelis girmay by @heavensghost / philip pullman
I know no one really cares buuut.....
.... I finally got the courage and talked to my GP about me possibly having ADHD.
I can’t believe I did it. I’m scared and nervous and I can’t really describe how I feel rn there’s so much going on in my head
Oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my God.
I’m scared
Also I’m booked for an MRI scan coz this back ain’t lifting shiiii
Howls moving castle will never not be magical
I’ve seen a lot of posts on my dash tonight about users who are threatening suicide, with other Tumblr members posting in effort to try to get ahold of them. I think you all should see this:
IF THERE IS EVER A TUMBLR USER WHO HAS POSTED A GOOD-BYE MESSAGE, SUICIDE NOTE, VIDEO, OR ANYTHING OF THE SORT, PLEASE FOLLOW THIS POST.
1. Scroll to the top of your dashboard.
2. See the circular question mark icon at the top? It’s the third one over from your home symbol. Click on that, and a screen similar to the one in the picture will come up.
3. Where you can type in questions, the box with the magnifying glass at the top, type in the word “suicide.”
4. Click on the first link that shows up. It should say, “Pass the URL of the blog on to us.”
5. Type in the user’s URL and tell Tumblr admin that the user is contemplating suicide and has posted a message indicating that they are going through with it or will be attempting. Hit send! Tumblr administration will perform a number of actions to contact the user and take the necessary steps to prevent the suicide.
TUMBLR: THIS COULD SAVE A USER’S LIFE. PLEASE DO NOT IGNORE SUICIDE THREATS.
Reblog this to keep other users aware. Suicide isn’t a joke, and neither is someone’s life. If you didn’t know this, someone else may not, either. Pass it on.
I’m not old.
I’m 19 years old.
But I feel old. I feel really old, like I’ve lived “life”.
Just not to it’s full potential
Maybe... I don’t know
But I feel old
I missed out on so much things that I’ve wanted to do
But life seemed to have stopped for me when I was 14
Life stopped and started hitting rewind every single day
Rewind
Rewind
Rewind
I’m so tired
Next October I’m going to be 20
Then 30
40
50
60
70?
How long will I life for?
Life’s so short
Fragile
Slips right through your fingers
Gone just like that
I
Will I age? Will I become old?
Because it almost feels like I’m already old. I have so much I want to do.
So much to look forward to
So much places to see, so much people to meet.
So much plans to carry out.
But it also feels like there’s nothing there for me. Nothing waiting for me.
Is it because I feel old...
Maybe.
Maybe not.
I don’t know.
I wish I could talk and talk and talk to someone and they’d look at me and tell me
Tell me why? How? When? What? Who?
Why why why why?
Tell me it’s ok...maybe
Because I don’t know.
-a
Anna Kamienska, from a journal entry featured in “A Nest of Quiet: A Notebook,” (x)
Another suggestion: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_inventors_killed_by_their_own_inventions
question for you and the himbo: what is the meaning of life?
Brad; https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Man%27s_Search_for_Meaning
I could literally be dying in front of my family and they’d still tell me to stop being dramatic and that I’m “perfectly fine” and that others have it “worse than me” etc etc
Fml
I don’t know where to go...
F. Scott Fitzgerald // Charles Bukowski
I’m crying
Spoilers! I flipping love this show
Downton Abbey is wild because the stakes are always either SUPER low or crazy high. It’s like, one episode is, “Who will win the gardening contest at the fair? Is the countess cheating?” And another episode is, “The eldest daughter’s fiancé died in the Titanic, then she hooked up with a Turkish diplomat, her first ever sexual experience, and he DIED IN HER BED DURING THE CONJUGAL ACT, and now she has to move his corpse back to his bed without being of suspected of murder, BECAUSE IT COULD START A WAR, and also if people find out she’s ‘damaged goods’ and she can’t find an advantageous match, her family will LOSE THEIR ANCESTRAL HOME!” Then the show’s like, “A maid wants to become a secretary! Will she beat the odds?”