Tips To Glow Up?

i dont like this life.

nobody loves me, i want to be romantically liked. i hate school, even though school is optative for me, i dont see any other way to continue. i dont want to go out of bed, i havent sleep well in months, i need to rest and i feel so guilty because i am a privileged person in a good country crying about shit like this.

I'm always so alone when I'm with people

i hate feeling ugly, i cant stop comparing myself to the girls that surround me, they are so extremely beautiful and i dont even know how they accept me, i just want to feel pretty

I often think about how Hannibal tricked people into cannibalism. it’s really easy to right this off as Hannibal just being sick and twisted, a psychopath, but its clearly something much deeper than that to Hannibal. Not only because he’s lonely and wants someone to understand him, enjoy this with him, but to console himself. He was forced to eat his own sister whom he loved and he enjoyed it. Every time he watches someone else enjoy it he feels righteous, he feels normal.

He does it to prove to himself he’s not a monster. Anyone else would feel the same in his situation. So he forces people over, and over, and over, to the same conclusion.

To comfort the sad little boy inside filled with doubt.

in my slut era. (i can't even start a conversation)

i love how tumblr is so niche

sometimes I just wish about a fanfic life. a life where I can fall in love, live interesting adventures and having an exciting lufe I want to be in every day.

Quick question, do yall see your self insert as yourself or just as an OC that is the closest to your personality?

i fucking hate being of a small town

Lore Olympus is like if you put Greek Mythology in a pan, mixed it with your average Melanie Martinez songs, 13 Reasons Why, Euphoria, Twilight, and Riverdale; then burn it in the Wattpad Baker 1000, and try to cover up the absolute burnt monstrosity with one of those artificial pink frosting that tastes like battery acid and piss.