tw.
my skin is scrubbed raw and red. my head is pounding and i’m shaking feebly. as i run the water, washing the sink out, watching red and clear mix and swirl down the drain, and as i wipe the spit from my lips, flushing the toilet and watching nothing but bile swirl down it’s own respective drain, i slump agains the wall.
is this really where i’ve gotten myself in life?
I love obeying, I love taking orders, tell me how to masturbate, tell me what porn I should watch, i'll do anything
You're too sweet! We usually keep up our "who gives a damn" attitude, but — we are surrounded by some people who think it's odd. You'll never find us talking about how there can't be other fictives, but they're simply not.. us! My own gripes, though, I'm sure you understand!
I hope you have a fantastic day, Captain.
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right on the money, sweetheart.
a fictive can be connected to their sources, but two fictives, from two different systems, with the same source connection are NOT the same.
i wish for you to have a wonderful day too, anon! remember that my inbox and my dms are always free :)
nsfw.
i’m home all alone today. not a soul besides me in this house. alone, with my selection of toys.
damn shame you aren’t here.
this is a shitpost.
i love making pretty tags, im just terrible at using them. i like playing with the pretty symbols hehe. -⛓
as do i! it’s quite fun, deciding what goes with what.
in all honesty my preference leans towards not getting hurt, but that doesnt mean much to me as long as i get to have you, be yours in whatever way you desire. as far as i am aware most people that interact with blogs like this are just parasocial and obsessive but i want so much more then that.. -⛓
want to be more that parasocial and obsessive? i’m afraid i can’t give that to you without knowing your identity, anon.
in “whatever way i desire”? you sound like you’re truly in the throughs of obsession, anon. it’s enough to make a guy hot around the collar.
its very comforting to see fictives that are still connected to source,, I'm still very much like the person before and it's makes me sad when you hear about how everyone should seperate, giggles. You're honestly just a very comforting blog. Thank you..!
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well, thank you kindly, dear.
i’m strongly connected to my source, and my source memories. the trick is…and stick with me here…fuck everyone else.
if you want to be connected to source, you go right on ahead, dollface. if you don’t? rock on. who gives a damn what the world thinks. be the change you want to see.
thank you for saying my blog is comforting, though, i do sincerely appreciate that.
Im sorry for disapearing.. You guessed right and i got scared.. Im sorry if my cowardice is disapointment, Im spineless, pathetic, and weak.. If it bothers you, I can leave you alone.. -⛓
who said it bothers me?
i’m still not sure which system from, so you still have that anonymity. you’re safe, dear.
i dislike cowards, yes. but that doesn’t mean you’ve disappointed me. you are not spineless, pathetic, or weak.
do tell, though. why scares?
You are definitely odd, but in a good way. I like you. but yeah i’m definitely not gonna go and think about that answer for the next few weeks /lh
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think about it how?
do tell, anon, i’m curious.
are you, as you said, “a little” possessive over me? does it go beyond that?
now you’ve got me curious.